chatlogs of 0400-08022011

liking a person but not taking interest in them.
how does one justify that?
isnt it natural to take interest in someone if you like them (as a person or not).


i think that there are two types of girls;
those who think and have reasons behind to justify their actions, which i refer to as a smart women.
and those who just do things without thinking and just do them purely because to go with the flow, which i refer to as stupid women.
and i took notice of this because i like smart women, that appeal is much stronger than simple physical attraction.

but i've been starting to think if this could be applied to men as well.. tho i dont take notice in men to see if it does

"i think its natural that u havnt taken notice about this with men kenneth LOL"
- Shally

but it would be unfair to women if i dont take in the account of men.

and then i started thinking that for every action someone does, there must be a reason behind it.

right or wrong

tho the terms right or wrong is effectively pointless because as long as a person can justify their reasons, right and wrong doesnt mean anything/has no value.

so is it possible for someone to do something without reason? probably not.
then does that mean some people do stuff without logically thinking through their reasons and just doing them because their instincts tell them to do so?

thats what i mean by stupid.

then what about emotions?
logic and emotions goes hand in hand together but what happens when one meets the other?
emotions guide our instincts.
yet logic tells us to analyse our instincts.

yet, when our emotions take over
eg, love
does that require a logical reason?

how do i justify myself to have feelings for you?

i dont. i just, go with the flow and let my instincts guide me, which i referred as stupid.
and then im stuck in a loop.






and i'm tired, its fckn 4am. i need alcohol for this level of deep thinking.