What will it be like when you die?
Try to imagine it first person. You die.
The moment you lose consciousness what happens?
Would it be a sudden *bzzzt* where you lose your physical body yet your consciousness remains? Not the consciousness within the activities of your physical brain, but a spiritual consciousness where you are able to view everything around you.
Like an eye in your mind opening up where you experience a sudden rush of 'truth' the moment you die.
Or would it be that everything just disappears. Your physical form, your mental form, that is attached to your 'life', everything that is YOU just disappears. Cos that would just be plain dry and boring.
But then who is it to say? No one who ever died could come back and tell you what actually happens. But then again, what about those whose heartbeat stopped for a few seconds, those who experienced 'death', but then came back afterwards? What did they envisage for those few seconds when they're gone?
Insert [ARTIST'S ENVISION OF DEATH]
Ahh the joy of life, full of questions.
Dec 21, 2009
Nov 19, 2009
Roundness OCD
WHY ARE EVERYTHING THESE DAYS RECTANGULAR?!
Imagine if everything thats rectangular these days are circular!
Are spheres not the most harmonious and sophisticated object ever? They are SYMMETRICAL, BALANCED, and just... the ultimate. Even with our current technology we cannot reproduce something that is PERFECTLY spheric. Maybe up to a few nanometers accuracy but hardly perfect.
Why are manhole covers circular rather than angular? Because if its circular no matter how its placed, the diameter is always the same all way round so if wont fall through the floor.
Why are pringles in a cylindrical package rather than a bag? Because pringles is not fail and better than all those bags of chips.
Why are many things circular instead of rectangular? Because you the length is the same and equal which ever which it goes, everything is EQUAL AND SAME. Such as lightbulbs and balls. Imagine kicked a square soccer ball, that would take sports onto a whole new level.
Our sight vision is cone in shape, the end of a cone is a semi SPHERE. The first of the old school spectacles and glasses are ROUND to maximise our area of vision,
Why did that dude made it onto a square base instead of a circular one? It's okay if its square, even tho the corners would be empty, the whole image is still there, but by making it rectangular you're cutting off the parts of the picture that could originally be there!
If say, cameras are made to imitate our eyesight, the pictures it produces should be in circles no? As such, why did they made the lens and shit round then, if it produces images in rectangular shape? Like video cameras, it produces a rectangular feed that we see on our tv, what if that became circular instead? Atoms are drawn round anyways! Have you ever seen a cubic atom?! WTFBBQ?!
Imagine if everything thats rectangular these days are circular!
Are spheres not the most harmonious and sophisticated object ever? They are SYMMETRICAL, BALANCED, and just... the ultimate. Even with our current technology we cannot reproduce something that is PERFECTLY spheric. Maybe up to a few nanometers accuracy but hardly perfect.
Why are manhole covers circular rather than angular? Because if its circular no matter how its placed, the diameter is always the same all way round so if wont fall through the floor.
Why are pringles in a cylindrical package rather than a bag? Because pringles is not fail and better than all those bags of chips.
Why are many things circular instead of rectangular? Because you the length is the same and equal which ever which it goes, everything is EQUAL AND SAME. Such as lightbulbs and balls. Imagine kicked a square soccer ball, that would take sports onto a whole new level.
Our sight vision is cone in shape, the end of a cone is a semi SPHERE. The first of the old school spectacles and glasses are ROUND to maximise our area of vision,
Why did that dude made it onto a square base instead of a circular one? It's okay if its square, even tho the corners would be empty, the whole image is still there, but by making it rectangular you're cutting off the parts of the picture that could originally be there!
If say, cameras are made to imitate our eyesight, the pictures it produces should be in circles no? As such, why did they made the lens and shit round then, if it produces images in rectangular shape? Like video cameras, it produces a rectangular feed that we see on our tv, what if that became circular instead? Atoms are drawn round anyways! Have you ever seen a cubic atom?! WTFBBQ?!
Nov 3, 2009
4 days left.... actually 3 days, its 12 already.
"If people don't have the initiative to talk to me, why should i have the initiative to talk to them?"
As i grew up, i've came to realise that socialising is an important skill to have in life. If everyone thinks the same way as i do then the world would go no where. For things to go somwhere i must change my own way of thinking. Yet now i still don't like talking to people that much, i still don't have that initiative, but i'm pretty sure i have much better responses than i do before, although thats still not quite enough. This kinda links into with my confidence which i actually don't have much of, especially when i was a kid.
Anyways. 4 days left of high school.
I thought i should let this out before it all ends:
For you this one person out there, i don't know wtf happened, maybe its cos i said something slightly inappropriate to get you to fuck off cos i was actually quite busy back at that moment. But you are a good person. You deserve better and still i don't know wtf happened but we used to have at least some sort of conversations. And then its reduced to just simply saying Hi as we walk past each other. Then now we don't even have the slightest of eye contact when we walk past each other. Well i'm, sorry for whatever happened, i doubt you'll read this but if you do and think it sounds familiar then its probably you.
And then for those friends of my friends who wanna be acquaintances or something. Firstly i don't know who the fuck you are and i have no idea why you know me, but if you wanted to and gave up, i'm also sorry for that cos i might sound like i'm not interested, i'm just not that used to random strangers saying Hi to me.
And for those retarded gay fucks out there who for some unexplainable reason acts gay and retarded, fuck you. I respect homosexuals to a certain degree but not people who purposely act like one to seek attention or some shit. And yes i said fucks, that means theres more than one. 4 days left, i'm sorry if this offends you if you're reading this but fuck off. There are better things that i can draw my attention to.
And finally for those who are offended by me by offending the people in my last statement, i'm sorry, but i'm not gonna ignore my own values and please those people just to make myself look like a good person.
As i grew up, i've came to realise that socialising is an important skill to have in life. If everyone thinks the same way as i do then the world would go no where. For things to go somwhere i must change my own way of thinking. Yet now i still don't like talking to people that much, i still don't have that initiative, but i'm pretty sure i have much better responses than i do before, although thats still not quite enough. This kinda links into with my confidence which i actually don't have much of, especially when i was a kid.
Anyways. 4 days left of high school.
I thought i should let this out before it all ends:
For you this one person out there, i don't know wtf happened, maybe its cos i said something slightly inappropriate to get you to fuck off cos i was actually quite busy back at that moment. But you are a good person. You deserve better and still i don't know wtf happened but we used to have at least some sort of conversations. And then its reduced to just simply saying Hi as we walk past each other. Then now we don't even have the slightest of eye contact when we walk past each other. Well i'm, sorry for whatever happened, i doubt you'll read this but if you do and think it sounds familiar then its probably you.
And then for those friends of my friends who wanna be acquaintances or something. Firstly i don't know who the fuck you are and i have no idea why you know me, but if you wanted to and gave up, i'm also sorry for that cos i might sound like i'm not interested, i'm just not that used to random strangers saying Hi to me.
And for those retarded gay fucks out there who for some unexplainable reason acts gay and retarded, fuck you. I respect homosexuals to a certain degree but not people who purposely act like one to seek attention or some shit. And yes i said fucks, that means theres more than one. 4 days left, i'm sorry if this offends you if you're reading this but fuck off. There are better things that i can draw my attention to.
And finally for those who are offended by me by offending the people in my last statement, i'm sorry, but i'm not gonna ignore my own values and please those people just to make myself look like a good person.
Oct 22, 2009
Today
At this point of time i cannot think of one good thing to turning 18. What is there that i want to do when im 18 that i cannot do when im 17? Clubbing? going to the casino? Buying alcohol? None of those things i want to do nor i have to do. All there is for turning 18 is having more responsibilities and that you actually go to jail instead of juvenile centers for some countries and you die faster. There is technically nothing to celebrate about other than you actually survived for 18 years and now have another half a century worth of time for you to be tormented in your adult life. And i hate the attention, so unnecessary and annoying by people who actually doesn't care its your birthday or not but just saying it just for the sake of saying it with no actual thoughts behind it.
Ahh the irony, the more HAPPY birthday you say that more UNHAPPY it gets.
But not to put anyone off, still thanks for the happies for those who truly meant it.
Ahh the irony, the more HAPPY birthday you say that more UNHAPPY it gets.
But not to put anyone off, still thanks for the happies for those who truly meant it.
Sep 20, 2009
Conservation
While i just took a shower, i just remembered a conversation i had some time ago with peoples where it went along the lines like...
You know how energy is conserved?
You eat food, then you use the energy from the food you have just ate to do other things which inturn transforms the food energy you just had to something else, 'releasing' the energy outside you body, back to the earth, where the food you ate originally came from. Or you die, which your corpse lies as nutrients back into the soil where the plants absorb from then they do their shit then you eat them again.
For example, you see a fat person. Where does the fat of that person come from? Maybe the fat in the meals that the person eats? Then lets say the meal is pork or something, then the fat comes from the ... well fat of the porkpig. Which comes from the meals that it eats, and ultimately, the whole pig comes from its mother, which gets its energy to give birth to another piglet from the food that she eats.
All is cool, energy is a cycle and never ending, just continuously transforming from one form to another. Energy is conserved.
Let's say there is actually a value to the energy that exist on Earth, for the sake of argument, a value of 10000. This value of 10000 are the total energy on Earth, always at 10000, whether there is less nature or more population, it is a constant ratio of energy which is there for Earth to function. That means if a large portion of humans migrate to another planet or something, the humans take a portion of that energy with them, away from Earth. So then the constant of 10000 will decrease and Earth could not function as well as how it was supposed to.
Of course this is ignoring factors such as solar waves or gravity within the universe.
In the end, the Earth is just a part of the huge universe. If humans did indeed move to another planet, we are simply moving the energy from Earth to another planet, energy, as a whole, is still conserved within the universe. If Earth dies, that part of the energy will just be released back into the 'nature'.
If you didn't understand any of that, this macrocosm could be translated into a simple microcosm.
You are locked in a house, and you are unable to leave. Then this guy comes and ninja your fridge. You die.
You know how energy is conserved?
You eat food, then you use the energy from the food you have just ate to do other things which inturn transforms the food energy you just had to something else, 'releasing' the energy outside you body, back to the earth, where the food you ate originally came from. Or you die, which your corpse lies as nutrients back into the soil where the plants absorb from then they do their shit then you eat them again.
For example, you see a fat person. Where does the fat of that person come from? Maybe the fat in the meals that the person eats? Then lets say the meal is pork or something, then the fat comes from the ... well fat of the porkpig. Which comes from the meals that it eats, and ultimately, the whole pig comes from its mother, which gets its energy to give birth to another piglet from the food that she eats.
All is cool, energy is a cycle and never ending, just continuously transforming from one form to another. Energy is conserved.
Let's say there is actually a value to the energy that exist on Earth, for the sake of argument, a value of 10000. This value of 10000 are the total energy on Earth, always at 10000, whether there is less nature or more population, it is a constant ratio of energy which is there for Earth to function. That means if a large portion of humans migrate to another planet or something, the humans take a portion of that energy with them, away from Earth. So then the constant of 10000 will decrease and Earth could not function as well as how it was supposed to.
Of course this is ignoring factors such as solar waves or gravity within the universe.
In the end, the Earth is just a part of the huge universe. If humans did indeed move to another planet, we are simply moving the energy from Earth to another planet, energy, as a whole, is still conserved within the universe. If Earth dies, that part of the energy will just be released back into the 'nature'.
If you didn't understand any of that, this macrocosm could be translated into a simple microcosm.
You are locked in a house, and you are unable to leave. Then this guy comes and ninja your fridge. You die.
Sep 7, 2009
What your mind leads to when you try to study...
Ahha! I just randomly thought of a perfect reason to counter when people say my eyes are small. (which they are)
Firstly, i'm asian...
Well technically, as long as my eyes open wide enough to allow full surface contact from the light to my pupils, i can see perfectly, which means theres no difference in one's eyesight whether being able to see the iris or not. People with bigger eyes also mean that their whole eyes have a higher exposing rate to air as opposed to those with small eyes, therefore your eyes will dry faster, leading to you blinking more to refresh your eyes which in the end, uses more of your energy.
That means people with big eyes are inefficient in energy consumption.
Which now makes perfect sense to me why asians have small eyes.
Firstly, i'm asian...
Well technically, as long as my eyes open wide enough to allow full surface contact from the light to my pupils, i can see perfectly, which means theres no difference in one's eyesight whether being able to see the iris or not. People with bigger eyes also mean that their whole eyes have a higher exposing rate to air as opposed to those with small eyes, therefore your eyes will dry faster, leading to you blinking more to refresh your eyes which in the end, uses more of your energy.
That means people with big eyes are inefficient in energy consumption.
Which now makes perfect sense to me why asians have small eyes.
Sep 1, 2009
More Idiots
This is another post to further emphasise my view on idiotic fuckheads these days.
As many might know our school turned up on the news amazingly, and had generated a poll/opinion thingy.
I was just scrolling through the opinions and im pretty surprised how stupid people are:
"After-balls are a right of passage for years 12 and 13. By prohibiting them is just plain ridiculous ! I think it's especially insulting to those particular years considering that they are seniors and for some the ball marks perhaps one of the last events before they leave."
"Schools are not morally responsible for outside events organised just after theirs. Get real."
"10 years ago when I was a teen, the 'issue of the after ball' was argued. We always did it any way. Someone always drank too much, some girls lost their virginities and their tops, guys kissed girls, girls kissed guys, spew, stubble, bus, home, bed. It has always happened, it will always happen, teachers always spoil the fun secretly wishing there teenage years were so fun filled."
"This scenario has played out for years. I congratulate the parents who organised & had some boundaries in place for their teens.
I find it ironic that schools continue to deny any knowledge that after-parties are part & parcel of the night. From a parent perspective all they want is to know that their kids are at a structured event rather than an event organised by just the kids, which is inevitable regardless of how many threats are made in regards to consequences. "
Umm. No. Before anything else, you broke the law by providing students (and most probably underage) with alcohol. Secondly, you broke the rules when the school has clearly stated that you cannot attend/organise an afterball if you are attending the school ball itself, which is on a sheet signed by parents meaning you are abiding to their rules.
Where people with even the slightest of intelligence comments:
"The thing that baffles me is the maturity of the parents involved; to knowingly lie to the school, plan and organise the after-ball, and supply alcohol for the many kids who i am willing to bet, weren't of legal drinking age. Then to top it all off, approach the media and basically tell Rangitoto College 'Stuff you lot. We'll do it ourselves'."
"From what I have read the college said right from the outset what their position was so it shouldn't be a shock when they actually do what they say they will - and good on them for that."
"These parents obviously do not have any idea how irresponsible they have been. They have taught their children what? That a party isn't a party without alcohol and correct me if I'm wrong was there reference to some sort of scantily clad women at one afterball bash. I find it so sad that people have so little personality that they need increasing stimulation in order to get any enjoyment out of life. This is what is wrong with people nowadays. They are encouraged to seek out any way of getting exhilarated. "
"If you don't like the school policy then send your kid to another school.
The parent who organised the after ball was advised of the consequences and forced the school to ban next year's ball.
"
"Students and parents were warned and still chose to organise something that the school had repeatedly told them they would not stand for. At the end of the day it was a function held by and for Rangitoto College students and if something had gone wrong you can bet it would be the school that would have been blamed for not putting a stop to it. "
And then to end it with a few more clear minded beings:
"A school ball is a privilege and not a right. The formal outfits are about showcasing senior students as the nice young men and women many of them are turning into. School staff go along on their own time to assist and celebrate with their students.
Please don't kid yourself, the main purpose of an afterball, is for students to drink illegally, get drunk, turn up at school the next day moaning of hangovers all to get the approval of their peers.
And remember - afterballs are not just open to the students of the school. At Rangitoto College where there are around 600 students in a year group these numbers could easily be doubled by young people from outside the school - all being associated with the school name.
My advice to any parent who put their teen on the bus with an unknown destination to attend an afterball of illegal drinking, with many people even the school does not know - be grateful that your teen came home to you in one piece. This should not be seen as proof that afterballs are OK - it should be seen as proof of the randomness of pot luck. And ask yourself - if your teen did not come home, whose gate would you be breaking down to blame."
"The parent in the Herald who doesn't want to be named, shame on you and the others who organised that after school event.
It doesn't matter that it was held privately, it is still known as Rangitoto College after school party.
What do you teach your child.? If you don't get your way, throw a tantrum and do it anyway?
Is that your great parenting skills at play here?Or better still, when confronted with an authoritive rule, tell a lie and hope for the best tomorrow.?
Good on you Rangitoto College. You took a stance and you stuck with it.
Its a shame that the innocent ones will be punished for the actions of some mindless parents who happily endorse underage drinking."
"It's not ok for parents to encourage other people's children to drink alcohol, defy school rules and get drunk. As for the dimwit parent who's threatened to hold another after-ball function, that's parent's not fit to supervise any child. The fact is you're breaking the law. If you want your own kids to be around drinking alcohol, and disregarding school rules, leave other people's kids out of it."
Damn good thing we have more intelligent people than idiots.
As many might know our school turned up on the news amazingly, and had generated a poll/opinion thingy.
I was just scrolling through the opinions and im pretty surprised how stupid people are:
"After-balls are a right of passage for years 12 and 13. By prohibiting them is just plain ridiculous ! I think it's especially insulting to those particular years considering that they are seniors and for some the ball marks perhaps one of the last events before they leave."
"Schools are not morally responsible for outside events organised just after theirs. Get real."
"10 years ago when I was a teen, the 'issue of the after ball' was argued. We always did it any way. Someone always drank too much, some girls lost their virginities and their tops, guys kissed girls, girls kissed guys, spew, stubble, bus, home, bed. It has always happened, it will always happen, teachers always spoil the fun secretly wishing there teenage years were so fun filled."
"This scenario has played out for years. I congratulate the parents who organised & had some boundaries in place for their teens.
I find it ironic that schools continue to deny any knowledge that after-parties are part & parcel of the night. From a parent perspective all they want is to know that their kids are at a structured event rather than an event organised by just the kids, which is inevitable regardless of how many threats are made in regards to consequences. "
Umm. No. Before anything else, you broke the law by providing students (and most probably underage) with alcohol. Secondly, you broke the rules when the school has clearly stated that you cannot attend/organise an afterball if you are attending the school ball itself, which is on a sheet signed by parents meaning you are abiding to their rules.
Where people with even the slightest of intelligence comments:
"The thing that baffles me is the maturity of the parents involved; to knowingly lie to the school, plan and organise the after-ball, and supply alcohol for the many kids who i am willing to bet, weren't of legal drinking age. Then to top it all off, approach the media and basically tell Rangitoto College 'Stuff you lot. We'll do it ourselves'."
"From what I have read the college said right from the outset what their position was so it shouldn't be a shock when they actually do what they say they will - and good on them for that."
"These parents obviously do not have any idea how irresponsible they have been. They have taught their children what? That a party isn't a party without alcohol and correct me if I'm wrong was there reference to some sort of scantily clad women at one afterball bash. I find it so sad that people have so little personality that they need increasing stimulation in order to get any enjoyment out of life. This is what is wrong with people nowadays. They are encouraged to seek out any way of getting exhilarated. "
"If you don't like the school policy then send your kid to another school.
The parent who organised the after ball was advised of the consequences and forced the school to ban next year's ball.
"
"Students and parents were warned and still chose to organise something that the school had repeatedly told them they would not stand for. At the end of the day it was a function held by and for Rangitoto College students and if something had gone wrong you can bet it would be the school that would have been blamed for not putting a stop to it. "
And then to end it with a few more clear minded beings:
"A school ball is a privilege and not a right. The formal outfits are about showcasing senior students as the nice young men and women many of them are turning into. School staff go along on their own time to assist and celebrate with their students.
Please don't kid yourself, the main purpose of an afterball, is for students to drink illegally, get drunk, turn up at school the next day moaning of hangovers all to get the approval of their peers.
And remember - afterballs are not just open to the students of the school. At Rangitoto College where there are around 600 students in a year group these numbers could easily be doubled by young people from outside the school - all being associated with the school name.
My advice to any parent who put their teen on the bus with an unknown destination to attend an afterball of illegal drinking, with many people even the school does not know - be grateful that your teen came home to you in one piece. This should not be seen as proof that afterballs are OK - it should be seen as proof of the randomness of pot luck. And ask yourself - if your teen did not come home, whose gate would you be breaking down to blame."
"The parent in the Herald who doesn't want to be named, shame on you and the others who organised that after school event.
It doesn't matter that it was held privately, it is still known as Rangitoto College after school party.
What do you teach your child.? If you don't get your way, throw a tantrum and do it anyway?
Is that your great parenting skills at play here?Or better still, when confronted with an authoritive rule, tell a lie and hope for the best tomorrow.?
Good on you Rangitoto College. You took a stance and you stuck with it.
Its a shame that the innocent ones will be punished for the actions of some mindless parents who happily endorse underage drinking."
"It's not ok for parents to encourage other people's children to drink alcohol, defy school rules and get drunk. As for the dimwit parent who's threatened to hold another after-ball function, that's parent's not fit to supervise any child. The fact is you're breaking the law. If you want your own kids to be around drinking alcohol, and disregarding school rules, leave other people's kids out of it."
Damn good thing we have more intelligent people than idiots.
Aug 27, 2009
I don't know what the fuck i'm on about.
Sometimes i just want to yell as loud as i can to a empty room. So loud that my throat will start to hurt. But no, that would be the end of my sanity.
These days, every fucking of these days i have to with stand people in my life; cocky assholes, ignorant fucks, inconsiderate asshats. Like every fucking other day i have to live in this society along side them, it makes me feel sick.
But since young i have learned that all attempts to ... address this issue is useless. Especially when you logically think about the behaviour, perspective, consequence...
Little does people know, i actually thought about suiciding when i was a kid, when i was 13 or so when my parents were never home. That i actually have to live in this fail world for at least half a century... what a bother. But in the end, people are not equal, and they will never be. There must be something negative to make positive things look good and vice versa. Perspective and behaviour-wise, its all about people's upbringings, how their parents teach them when they're young (or not teach them anything at all).
I remember my dad always used to tell me something that, if you do something wrong/bad when you're a kid, other people will never put the blame on you but on your parents instead. Because what you do reflects what your parents teaches you. I also remember him telling me that you must have a high EQ in life, in many cases, EQ is much more important than IQ. Ever since then i strive to maintain and control my negative emotions, but fuck its tiring. If not for this i'd probably be frequenting the hospital. But then all this is the past eh? I've already got used to it. Controlling your emotions blah blah blah meh, i just give up. On daily average i probably say 'Sorry' more than i say 'Hello' to people. Why bother? Some people see it as a sign of weakness, but its more like i don't give a shit about you people anymore just fuck off. Why bother talking back and arguing with people if one side can just back off and leave it be. Just because you're ignorant enough to not understand other people doesn't mean i should stand here and argue with you wasting my time to get my point through. If you keep on arguing your stress levels will just continue rising until you snap.
Nah fuck it, i don't know how to put it into words and i just can't be fucked to. I don't even know what point i was trying to get across in the first place. But man one day, one of these days i'm damn sure i'll fucking snap and someones gonna seriously hurt. Good thing thinking rationally is keeping me alive.
These days, every fucking of these days i have to with stand people in my life; cocky assholes, ignorant fucks, inconsiderate asshats. Like every fucking other day i have to live in this society along side them, it makes me feel sick.
But since young i have learned that all attempts to ... address this issue is useless. Especially when you logically think about the behaviour, perspective, consequence...
Little does people know, i actually thought about suiciding when i was a kid, when i was 13 or so when my parents were never home. That i actually have to live in this fail world for at least half a century... what a bother. But in the end, people are not equal, and they will never be. There must be something negative to make positive things look good and vice versa. Perspective and behaviour-wise, its all about people's upbringings, how their parents teach them when they're young (or not teach them anything at all).
I remember my dad always used to tell me something that, if you do something wrong/bad when you're a kid, other people will never put the blame on you but on your parents instead. Because what you do reflects what your parents teaches you. I also remember him telling me that you must have a high EQ in life, in many cases, EQ is much more important than IQ. Ever since then i strive to maintain and control my negative emotions, but fuck its tiring. If not for this i'd probably be frequenting the hospital. But then all this is the past eh? I've already got used to it. Controlling your emotions blah blah blah meh, i just give up. On daily average i probably say 'Sorry' more than i say 'Hello' to people. Why bother? Some people see it as a sign of weakness, but its more like i don't give a shit about you people anymore just fuck off. Why bother talking back and arguing with people if one side can just back off and leave it be. Just because you're ignorant enough to not understand other people doesn't mean i should stand here and argue with you wasting my time to get my point through. If you keep on arguing your stress levels will just continue rising until you snap.
Nah fuck it, i don't know how to put it into words and i just can't be fucked to. I don't even know what point i was trying to get across in the first place. But man one day, one of these days i'm damn sure i'll fucking snap and someones gonna seriously hurt. Good thing thinking rationally is keeping me alive.
Aug 12, 2009
Slightly annoyance of the day.
So today in my art history class we're studying two paintings by Leonardo da Vinci, one of them called "Ginevra de' Benci" and the other called "Lady with an Ermine".
The former being a portrait of a 17 year old lady that is supposed to be a hax poet married to this rich dude and she is depicted as a young lady with ... middle class looking clothes with a bored/dreamy/hazey face.
Then the latter being a lady in early twenties assumingly, and holding an Ermine (which is supposed to represent ... something.. rich or something) wearing fancy clothes, with a smirk on her face and wearing a veil = chastity.
K whatelavblahblah.
The thing is that basically everyone in the class thinks the latter is a better painting because of her modesty in trying to humble in her fancy, yet not over the top clothes without hardcore jewellery with a gentie smile. Whereas Ginevra looks like a wannabe looking poor with her dull clothes and a "I dont give a shit" boring face.
Yet i dunno if i'm the only one who thinks this but i think Ginevra looks way more better than Cecilia(the name of the lady of the ermine) because she looks natural with her bored face, and she can purely be acting out of piety to not stand out with fancy clothes. Whereas that Cecilia looks like a wannabe modest and humble with her smirk and a "i know i'm rich but i don't want to look that rich ermine". Seriously, she looks evil and hardly kind looking.
But is it me who thinks this way or others are just... trusty?
I mean are you supposed to believe that person is actually what they are just by first impression? Hardly. Such façade. If humans are just simply what they appear as there won't be war cos the noobfucks will be long dead before they grow up.
The former being a portrait of a 17 year old lady that is supposed to be a hax poet married to this rich dude and she is depicted as a young lady with ... middle class looking clothes with a bored/dreamy/hazey face.
Then the latter being a lady in early twenties assumingly, and holding an Ermine (which is supposed to represent ... something.. rich or something) wearing fancy clothes, with a smirk on her face and wearing a veil = chastity.
K whatelavblahblah.
The thing is that basically everyone in the class thinks the latter is a better painting because of her modesty in trying to humble in her fancy, yet not over the top clothes without hardcore jewellery with a gentie smile. Whereas Ginevra looks like a wannabe looking poor with her dull clothes and a "I dont give a shit" boring face.
Yet i dunno if i'm the only one who thinks this but i think Ginevra looks way more better than Cecilia(the name of the lady of the ermine) because she looks natural with her bored face, and she can purely be acting out of piety to not stand out with fancy clothes. Whereas that Cecilia looks like a wannabe modest and humble with her smirk and a "i know i'm rich but i don't want to look that rich ermine". Seriously, she looks evil and hardly kind looking.
But is it me who thinks this way or others are just... trusty?
I mean are you supposed to believe that person is actually what they are just by first impression? Hardly. Such façade. If humans are just simply what they appear as there won't be war cos the noobfucks will be long dead before they grow up.
Jul 31, 2009
List no.1
While taking a shower i suddenly decided i should make a list of what kind of people i hate. The keyword here is hate, not dislike fyi. And, for convenient purposes, i'd list them by numbers, which doesn't mean anything other than for references.
1. I hate people who are ridiculously slow
2. I hate people who takes things without permission
3. I hate people who are inconsiderate
4. I hate people who are full of themselves
5. I hate people who state and point out the obvious
6. I hate people who are irrational
7. I hate hypocrisy
8. I hate people who can't type properly;
'r' instead of 'are',
'w8' instead of 'wait',
Also includes those who mix up your and you're
9. I hate people who dramatizes everything
10. I hate people who always ask others for help before even trying to attempt it themselves
So far thats the only things i can think out of the top of my head but this list shall undoubtly be updated again eventually.
Still, although i hate these kind of people i know i might be abit like these people myself... which probably includes abit of 7, therefore i'd urge you to refer to 5.
1. I hate people who are ridiculously slow
2. I hate people who takes things without permission
3. I hate people who are inconsiderate
4. I hate people who are full of themselves
5. I hate people who state and point out the obvious
6. I hate people who are irrational
7. I hate hypocrisy
8. I hate people who can't type properly;
'r' instead of 'are',
'w8' instead of 'wait',
Also includes those who mix up your and you're
9. I hate people who dramatizes everything
10. I hate people who always ask others for help before even trying to attempt it themselves
So far thats the only things i can think out of the top of my head but this list shall undoubtly be updated again eventually.
Still, although i hate these kind of people i know i might be abit like these people myself... which probably includes abit of 7, therefore i'd urge you to refer to 5.
Jul 23, 2009
Untitled
Keeping it vague and censoring names.
Sometimes you don't have to state everything into someones face.
Sometimes you don't have to state everything you know into someones face.
Think before you talk.
Think of the circumstances and of the person you're talking to before talking to them about someone else. For example you won't talk to ***** about ** seeing how they interact with each other these days.
People tell you things because they trust you, they don't have to go right up into your face telling you "Don't tell other people about this!" because they thought you'd have the tendency to think before you act you retard. If i wanted someone else to know i'd tell them myself and in this case clearly this isn't something for everyone in the world to know. Especially someone with a leaky mouth which might as well include yourself.
I dunno why i'm so annoyed with this...
Usually i'll just go "meh" or "idc" :\
Sometimes you don't have to state everything into someones face.
Sometimes you don't have to state everything you know into someones face.
Think before you talk.
Think of the circumstances and of the person you're talking to before talking to them about someone else. For example you won't talk to ***** about ** seeing how they interact with each other these days.
People tell you things because they trust you, they don't have to go right up into your face telling you "Don't tell other people about this!" because they thought you'd have the tendency to think before you act you retard. If i wanted someone else to know i'd tell them myself and in this case clearly this isn't something for everyone in the world to know. Especially someone with a leaky mouth which might as well include yourself.
I dunno why i'm so annoyed with this...
Usually i'll just go "meh" or "idc" :\
Jul 21, 2009
1st day of school 3/4
Ok, i was just thinking of this before heading off to bed.
Well on Monday i was at the tuckshop at lunch buying food, at the lower tuckshop, the 7th form room. Where the counter is much wider and bigger than the junior noob ones.
And at the counter was a girl, who was being served, and then there was a teacher who lined up behind her, then i, who always go to the tuckshop went up to the counter, since its wide and all, clearly not a counter for serving one person at a time! Then after the lady served me, i walked towards the door to leave, then the teacher stared at me and said: "Oi, you just cutted infront of me", which i hastely replied "I'm sorry" while she walked towards the counter.
At that point, "Sorry" is probably the only thing i can say, despite her warped logic which i deduced from the following points:
- The counter is wide, to the point where it is possible to serve three people standing side by side at the same time.
- The teacher chose to line up behind the girls despite they're only the ones in the room, where she could've stood beside them instead.
Comparing the situation to another scene; imagine that in a bank, there are 5 lanes currently open. Someone comes and decides to join up the 1st lane waiting for her turn while theres someone at the counter. Then i walked into the bank and went to the 2nd lane, which then i got served before she did. Then she stares at you as you walk out and calling you a line cutter.
I could easily have an argument with her right there on the spot explaining how i only did what a human being would've done, which would probably be resulted with a detention.
Because teachers will only treat you as a student, never an equal human being.
Well on Monday i was at the tuckshop at lunch buying food, at the lower tuckshop, the 7th form room. Where the counter is much wider and bigger than the junior noob ones.
And at the counter was a girl, who was being served, and then there was a teacher who lined up behind her, then i, who always go to the tuckshop went up to the counter, since its wide and all, clearly not a counter for serving one person at a time! Then after the lady served me, i walked towards the door to leave, then the teacher stared at me and said: "Oi, you just cutted infront of me", which i hastely replied "I'm sorry" while she walked towards the counter.
At that point, "Sorry" is probably the only thing i can say, despite her warped logic which i deduced from the following points:
- The counter is wide, to the point where it is possible to serve three people standing side by side at the same time.
- The teacher chose to line up behind the girls despite they're only the ones in the room, where she could've stood beside them instead.
Comparing the situation to another scene; imagine that in a bank, there are 5 lanes currently open. Someone comes and decides to join up the 1st lane waiting for her turn while theres someone at the counter. Then i walked into the bank and went to the 2nd lane, which then i got served before she did. Then she stares at you as you walk out and calling you a line cutter.
I could easily have an argument with her right there on the spot explaining how i only did what a human being would've done, which would probably be resulted with a detention.
Because teachers will only treat you as a student, never an equal human being.
Jul 12, 2009
holidays
One of the thing that i hate which everyone else seems to love are holidays. Damn things.
Simply, probably unlike everyone else, i have nothing to do. I have utterly nothing to do. I'm so bored to the extent that i actually tried throw bits of what used to be Panadol into the milk tea im drinking right now and see what it tastes like.
I don't like the fact that i have to actually find things to do. Or maybe thats just the lazy person i am. And the fact that i'm sitting here WASTING TIME. Hate that feeling. I don't understand how people can retire, i mean what the hell do they do all day? I mean, i can't even wash my car because of the weather.
aannd my keybrrd is runinout ofbatteris.
ffuck!
Simply, probably unlike everyone else, i have nothing to do. I have utterly nothing to do. I'm so bored to the extent that i actually tried throw bits of what used to be Panadol into the milk tea im drinking right now and see what it tastes like.
I don't like the fact that i have to actually find things to do. Or maybe thats just the lazy person i am. And the fact that i'm sitting here WASTING TIME. Hate that feeling. I don't understand how people can retire, i mean what the hell do they do all day? I mean, i can't even wash my car because of the weather.
aannd my keybrrd is runinout ofbatteris.
ffuck!
Jun 22, 2009
Life, half way through 09.
Sometimes. Just sometimes, (like now) i feel like i'm so lost in life.
Like.. I can foresee some of the possibilities of my future life.
It is moreorless either i'm going to get into this uni, or that. Or if i went into this university then this occupation is available to me. It's like a probability tree, if this happens, then these options open up. It is highly likely that the amount of effort you put into a subject is the amount of reward you'll recieve. But is this always the case? No. Because there is a natural thing called talent. There is no equivalency. If not it'll just be like communism.
And i know myself, i'm not a top student or whatever. I'm just mediocre like anyother else. Will I succeed in life and live how i want to? That... is an unpredictable thing. As said before, effort doesn't necessarily mean rewarding, then why put in the effort in the first place? It's an arguable thing but even the poorest of men could become rich overnight if they just managed to grab the chance of their life time.
And then since we're the young adults of this generation, we see people around us who are already successful despite the majority of us are still studying in school. We see celebrities, football stars, who are just merely 17, the same age as us, yet already have the amount of money that can last them half a life time. Then we reflect back to ourselves... What the fuck are we here for? To show how special those people are?
My friends... they graduated. They move on in life. They don't go to school and see each other everyday anymore. They spread. Some go to university here, some go to somewhere else, some go to work. They begin the cycle.
You study, you work, you marry, you retire, you die.
So boring. Especially when you can already see it infront of your eyes.
The moment you turn 20, you start working, part-time or not.
Then you turn 25 and you're on your way to become a successful man.
When you reach 30 you start worrying about marriage.
35, you start thinking about kids.
40, you worry about your kids, thinking what kind of person they'll be when they grow up.
50, you think about ... anything, you can retire or just keep working, you're free.
Will your life even last that long? Half a century.
You might just trip on the curb tomorrow and hit your head and die.
Sometimes... Sometimes i wish there is something unpredictable that would happen.
A decimation of a country.
A zombie outbreak.
Rediscovery of ancient technology.
Some kind of revolutionary, world changing event other than wars.
Just a spark in my life would do. Better than this everyday of commute. I've been probably doing the same thing for the last 10 years of my life, with slight variations everyday but. Just. I hope someone... something could happen that can affect my life. Change my commutes.
I mean this is pretty scary... I'm bored of life itself.
Is it because i'm in this age gap where i'm growing up?
Do anyone else think of shit like this or is it just me?
Like.. I can foresee some of the possibilities of my future life.
It is moreorless either i'm going to get into this uni, or that. Or if i went into this university then this occupation is available to me. It's like a probability tree, if this happens, then these options open up. It is highly likely that the amount of effort you put into a subject is the amount of reward you'll recieve. But is this always the case? No. Because there is a natural thing called talent. There is no equivalency. If not it'll just be like communism.
And i know myself, i'm not a top student or whatever. I'm just mediocre like anyother else. Will I succeed in life and live how i want to? That... is an unpredictable thing. As said before, effort doesn't necessarily mean rewarding, then why put in the effort in the first place? It's an arguable thing but even the poorest of men could become rich overnight if they just managed to grab the chance of their life time.
And then since we're the young adults of this generation, we see people around us who are already successful despite the majority of us are still studying in school. We see celebrities, football stars, who are just merely 17, the same age as us, yet already have the amount of money that can last them half a life time. Then we reflect back to ourselves... What the fuck are we here for? To show how special those people are?
My friends... they graduated. They move on in life. They don't go to school and see each other everyday anymore. They spread. Some go to university here, some go to somewhere else, some go to work. They begin the cycle.
You study, you work, you marry, you retire, you die.
So boring. Especially when you can already see it infront of your eyes.
The moment you turn 20, you start working, part-time or not.
Then you turn 25 and you're on your way to become a successful man.
When you reach 30 you start worrying about marriage.
35, you start thinking about kids.
40, you worry about your kids, thinking what kind of person they'll be when they grow up.
50, you think about ... anything, you can retire or just keep working, you're free.
Will your life even last that long? Half a century.
You might just trip on the curb tomorrow and hit your head and die.
Sometimes... Sometimes i wish there is something unpredictable that would happen.
A decimation of a country.
A zombie outbreak.
Rediscovery of ancient technology.
Some kind of revolutionary, world changing event other than wars.
Just a spark in my life would do. Better than this everyday of commute. I've been probably doing the same thing for the last 10 years of my life, with slight variations everyday but. Just. I hope someone... something could happen that can affect my life. Change my commutes.
I mean this is pretty scary... I'm bored of life itself.
Is it because i'm in this age gap where i'm growing up?
Do anyone else think of shit like this or is it just me?
May 29, 2009
Internet
[rant]
I am seriously annoyed with idiots that know nothing about computers and/or internet.
If you don't know something, just fucking google it or ask someone to google it for you, especially if its something so fucking trivial that it sounds like you want a fist literally inside your face to make you realise how stupid you are.
Sometimes i want to punch my monitor, but is constantly being held back to the fact that i know my monitor is actually quite pricey and the fact that i have to clean it up afterwards. Actually, is there a EQ test avaliable? I want to see what my EQ is.
But these days there are just more and more noobfucks on the internet that make you feel that the internet is a place reserved for retarded fagcakes. Its actually pretty hard to find a forum/discussion that is mature and civilised, especially for the topics that our ages like to discuss about. Which is pretty sad because idiots think just because they're behind a monitor screen, they can rage and act tough and shit. Everytime i see someone like that on the internet i have a sudden urge to check their IP and find their address and then chop their fucking pathetic hands off so they can't degrade the level of civilility (<- i hope thats a word, if not then it should be)of an online community anymore.
And if there IS a person who dares to take up this job, he shall be honoured with an endless amounts of virtual cookies.
[/rant]
I am seriously annoyed with idiots that know nothing about computers and/or internet.
If you don't know something, just fucking google it or ask someone to google it for you, especially if its something so fucking trivial that it sounds like you want a fist literally inside your face to make you realise how stupid you are.
Sometimes i want to punch my monitor, but is constantly being held back to the fact that i know my monitor is actually quite pricey and the fact that i have to clean it up afterwards. Actually, is there a EQ test avaliable? I want to see what my EQ is.
But these days there are just more and more noobfucks on the internet that make you feel that the internet is a place reserved for retarded fagcakes. Its actually pretty hard to find a forum/discussion that is mature and civilised, especially for the topics that our ages like to discuss about. Which is pretty sad because idiots think just because they're behind a monitor screen, they can rage and act tough and shit. Everytime i see someone like that on the internet i have a sudden urge to check their IP and find their address and then chop their fucking pathetic hands off so they can't degrade the level of civilility (<- i hope thats a word, if not then it should be)of an online community anymore.
And if there IS a person who dares to take up this job, he shall be honoured with an endless amounts of virtual cookies.
[/rant]
May 26, 2009
Babies
I think i just found a important point that i missed out that could very screw up my theory of the afterlife.
Babies.
Fucking things... fucking mooshy tiny things fucked up my fabulastical theory.
Because babies don't have the conscience to be knowing that they're in the afterlife unless explained... which they won't understand even if its explained. Which then leads to they technically don't have a thought to reincarnate at all, which means they are overpopulating the afterlife world.
Fucking babies and drunk teenage mothers.
And Fetuses as well.
Babies.
Fucking things... fucking mooshy tiny things fucked up my fabulastical theory.
Because babies don't have the conscience to be knowing that they're in the afterlife unless explained... which they won't understand even if its explained. Which then leads to they technically don't have a thought to reincarnate at all, which means they are overpopulating the afterlife world.
Fucking babies and drunk teenage mothers.
And Fetuses as well.
May 23, 2009
Space Travelling
http://sizeofworldse.ytmnd.com/
So.
I was reading an article the other day and it really made me wonder.
Would i ever live to see space travelling?
To sum up the article, it is saying that with our current physics theory, it is technically impossible to traverse to other stars. Our current physics theory, the theory of relativity is written by Einstein in the early 1900s (1907 - 1915ish), which proved to be ... like prophet-telling. It took us a century to just merely prove his theories correct.
In other words, our physics theory haven't improved at all. Maybe abit, but a tiny bit compared to what he accomplished in his lifetime compared to us in a century.
Which means, if we DO want to travel to other systems, we have to have someone to produce an applicable theory which indicates that we CAN travel faster than the speed of light. But if that does happen, scientists will take another century or two proving that theory because if that is true, then all the things that we learned will become obsolete.
OR
Somehow finding a floating alien or ancient technology which produces random energies of its own.
or
Teleportation. Crossing Dimensions.
Whatever path they choose to research, we won't live to see it.
The more i look at the Hubble Ultra Deep Field the more i think about why do we even wage war on each other. Whats the point really? Other than to destroy our own planet. Everything like racism and cultural diversity will soon no longer exist (estimation of 1000 years). By the year 3000, i doubt we will even have people with different skin colours. Races are nothing more than a joke. Compared to the billions of stars in the sky, we, Humans are minuscule. Even as a whole race - Humanity.
Another good point with the speed of light; by looking up in the sky, we are actually looking at the past, since the stars in the sky are ___ light years away. Anything that happens in the sky, an explosion for example, is something that happened lightyears ago. Because of this, we could create a uber woober telescope that could see coolber far. That could perhaps, even see what happened during the Big Bang.
No wait that wouldn't work... would it? Cos the Big Bang exploded from a single point... and it continues to expand infinitely... and we are just a point created from its expansion... So therefore to see what before... No wait that wouldn't work.
Oh wait it still can, but just be soooo far away from us. Because the stuff that happens in the sky are BOOMED, and that BOOM takes ____lightyears to reach us. In order for us to be able to see the forming of the Big Bang, it means that; When the universe was created, space expanded, and that expansion must be expanding faster than the speed of light could travel AND allow 4 billion years or so for the Earth to form AND a few thoussand years for civilisation to ... civilise. THEN boom, the Big Bang we see. But that would mean the speed of light is incredibly slow compared to the expansion of space. Which means... space will be megaultraripling its size each second....
Fuck.
May 18, 2009
Confucius
Well the other day i was just thinking.
(well more like everyday but meh)
When i was young, my dad always said a saying to me (duh - said a saying, lol)
"What you do not wish for yourself, do not do to others"
At that moment, i didn't really bothered about the meaning behind it (because it was in cantonese with a poetical language verse thingy so sif i understood what it meant) but by the time i grew up, it influenced my life and personality more than i realised it myself. Not until the other day (which was like 2 weeks ago) before i realised how i act and what i do is based on these few words.
"Things i do not want for myself, do not force them upon other people", is how i would translate it (which is actually badly worded opposed to the quote above). It's kinda like equality; if you want to be respected, respect other people first. If you want want people to give money to you, then you should give people your money first. It kinda feels like theres some sort of greed involved tho. Such as that you WANT something, therefore you give that WANT to someone else, in hope for that you'll get something in return in the future.
In other words, place yourself in someone else's shoe before doing something. Do you wanted to be treated the same way? Do you want you to be treated like how they are?
Of course, i'm not that ... 'whoa', being all proud and chivalric. But theres are just some tiny things that can be done easily and i don't know why the diu some people just can't do.
eg.
Throwing the rubbish in the bin
The bin is less than 10 fucking metres away from you, how hard is it to just walk over and throw it in? How would you feel if you're the cleaner, having to clean up the whole place after school. I mean it doesn't even take 5 seconds and you'll probably waste that 5 seconds flirting with a hermaphrodite. This includes cleaning out the tray at mcd's or kfc etc. I mean you're gonna walk out the door anyways and with bin is just right beside it, just slide it in and you're done! You know how helpful it is to the people who work there to just simply slide a tray into a bin!?
Driving Etiquette
I mean for pete sakes! You're fucking stuck in the traffic anyways, whats more to just give way to a car infront of you?! Imagine if you're the guy who's just stuck there, trying to turn into an empty road but blocked by a wall of traffic whos technically moving 0.25m per second. If you want people to give way to you then fucking give way to people!
Those Germans scrapping with Koreans in the school
Guys, theres a reason why theres alot of Koreans in the school. Don't mess with them. Especially when your country fucking started a world war.
Greedy bastards on Restaurant City
You don't fucking need your ingredient! Just give it to people who can use it! They'll give you something that you need in return when they get it!
Girls
If you wanna mindfuck with guys then... then... be prepared when you grow up.
(well more like everyday but meh)
When i was young, my dad always said a saying to me (duh - said a saying, lol)
"What you do not wish for yourself, do not do to others"
At that moment, i didn't really bothered about the meaning behind it (because it was in cantonese with a poetical language verse thingy so sif i understood what it meant) but by the time i grew up, it influenced my life and personality more than i realised it myself. Not until the other day (which was like 2 weeks ago) before i realised how i act and what i do is based on these few words.
"Things i do not want for myself, do not force them upon other people", is how i would translate it (which is actually badly worded opposed to the quote above). It's kinda like equality; if you want to be respected, respect other people first. If you want want people to give money to you, then you should give people your money first. It kinda feels like theres some sort of greed involved tho. Such as that you WANT something, therefore you give that WANT to someone else, in hope for that you'll get something in return in the future.
In other words, place yourself in someone else's shoe before doing something. Do you wanted to be treated the same way? Do you want you to be treated like how they are?
Of course, i'm not that ... 'whoa', being all proud and chivalric. But theres are just some tiny things that can be done easily and i don't know why the diu some people just can't do.
eg.
Throwing the rubbish in the bin
The bin is less than 10 fucking metres away from you, how hard is it to just walk over and throw it in? How would you feel if you're the cleaner, having to clean up the whole place after school. I mean it doesn't even take 5 seconds and you'll probably waste that 5 seconds flirting with a hermaphrodite. This includes cleaning out the tray at mcd's or kfc etc. I mean you're gonna walk out the door anyways and with bin is just right beside it, just slide it in and you're done! You know how helpful it is to the people who work there to just simply slide a tray into a bin!?
Driving Etiquette
I mean for pete sakes! You're fucking stuck in the traffic anyways, whats more to just give way to a car infront of you?! Imagine if you're the guy who's just stuck there, trying to turn into an empty road but blocked by a wall of traffic whos technically moving 0.25m per second. If you want people to give way to you then fucking give way to people!
Those Germans scrapping with Koreans in the school
Guys, theres a reason why theres alot of Koreans in the school. Don't mess with them. Especially when your country fucking started a world war.
Greedy bastards on Restaurant City
You don't fucking need your ingredient! Just give it to people who can use it! They'll give you something that you need in return when they get it!
Girls
If you wanna mindfuck with guys then... then... be prepared when you grow up.
May 16, 2009
Seagate
This is a sad day, and a sad one it is.
My stupid 1TB hard drive went noobfucked.
Then after a bit of searching it turned out to be a firmware problem, that its possible for me to update myself but by updating it, it means i'm nullifying the warranty. What more, sif i can update it, my comp can't even detect it.
Fuck.
And its my data storage hard drive, where all my movies, music, anime, documents which include my japan trip photos from last year, my design work from last year, my... basically everything important which i could possibly 'obtain' again but it'll take me forever.
And the possibility of data recovery is technically less than 10% because those Seagate tardbags will probably be cbf and just replace a new one.
RAWR! AND THERES NOTHING I CAN DO ABOUT IT!
SADFKJSDFASVAKJVKLASJFLSJFLASJFKLASJFKASJ
My stupid 1TB hard drive went noobfucked.
Then after a bit of searching it turned out to be a firmware problem, that its possible for me to update myself but by updating it, it means i'm nullifying the warranty. What more, sif i can update it, my comp can't even detect it.
Fuck.
And its my data storage hard drive, where all my movies, music, anime, documents which include my japan trip photos from last year, my design work from last year, my... basically everything important which i could possibly 'obtain' again but it'll take me forever.
And the possibility of data recovery is technically less than 10% because those Seagate tardbags will probably be cbf and just replace a new one.
RAWR! AND THERES NOTHING I CAN DO ABOUT IT!
SADFKJSDFASVAKJVKLASJFLSJFLASJFKLASJFKASJ
Apr 26, 2009
The day we die because of Americans
So the other day i watched The Day the Earth stopped Shitting.
And. What. The. Fuck.
I dunno, is this film made to show how stupid Americans are?
I absolutely dislike Americans, but this film just convinced me that they should just fucking go eat ... themselves or something since they're all technically just a blob of fat.
WHY?! Why the fuck would you shoot Klaatu?! Are you guys fucking insane?!
If they can travel to Earth prepared (spacesuit, mechanics to survive the atmosphere on Earth etc.) that means they have much more advance technology than we do!
Don't fucking shoot aliens!
Fat Lady: "I'm going to ask you a few questions."
Keanu Reeves: "I need to speak to the world leaders, they should be having a conference right now in ________"
Fat Lady: "Noooooooo, i don't think so man, you speak to me."
Keanu Reeves: "Do you represent humanity?"
Fat Lady: "Well i speak for the United States of America!"
... fucking idiot.
Nice Lady: "Pleeeeeease! Lemme try speaking to him! He might listen to me and stop the invasion!"
Fat Lady: "Uh uh! You're staying right here in this room bitch"
... dude, if we're gonna die anyway we might as well allow every chance that gives us the possibility to survive.
Fat Lady: "Send in the pew pews and kill that alien!"
...and how the fuck would that help?
Firstly he already told you that "my body feels pain", that means his body is nothing more than a shell. A capsule for him.
Secondly, how does killing him help to stop the invasion!? You fucking know that the aliens already have you surrounded, killing one of them isn't going to stop them. Whatmore, you might even anger them and make them kill you faster.
Fucking fat lady with a double chin and wrinkly skin.
And why the fuck did she not die in the movie?! She could possibly single handedly kill the whole world. Just because the alien landed in America doesn't mean its instantly american property/confidential. It's an alien ffs! That means the matter is now evolved to a humanity/earth-wide level and therefore affects the whole world. But noooooo, these americans only ask 'experts' in their own country and never considered astrologists or something from Europe or Asia. And then goes on and dissect it, i mean what if we humans somehow found a alien planet and landed on it and then they shot at us and then dissected us?
Flipping selfish bastards, makes me so angry!
I hate Americans really, if someone will pay me $1,000,000 just to go to America, i'll give them a flying fuck.
p.s this thing is a real usable flying fuck and reeeeeally want one
Apr 17, 2009
Religious Talk
All my life (especially after leaving CAIS) i always classified myself as an Atheist. Merely because i don't believe in God. (<--- see i used a capital, thats respect for a non-existing entity)
But no, theres alot of things i actually believe in; afterlife, fate, etc.
Usually people who believes in afterlife are theists, but i still don't believe in a higher power (well that kind of contradicts because fate itself is a form of higher power). Nooooo put it this way, i don't believe in an entity with higher power. Anyways, does that make me a Buddhist then? Because Buddhism is one of the most common non-theistic religions that believe in afterlife. Yet i don't do anything that is buddhist-like (actually i have no idea what buddhists do).
This is pretty contradicting in some ways, because if i believe in afterlife, there should be a higher being that controls the plane of afterlife in some way.
But yet the only higher power that i believe exists is fate. Does that mean fate decides when we are allowed to reincarnate or to remain wandering?
This is what i think of afterlife:
People are born into the world and they live their life, then they die and then continue living their afterlife until they decide/allowed to reincarnate. Death is merely a step, maybe a big step, but just a transition from living in a place, to living in another. We might miss what we had in life but we will have new things in the afterlife. That being said, i still fear death. I fear the things that i will miss in life.
So what is fate? why do i ask that when i already have a whole page of entry written on that already? How should fate interfere with what we do in the afterlife? When are you allowed to reincarnate in the afterlife?
I think that is personal preference in a way. (This is really just what i'm thinking)
This is my theory of afterlife: I believe in the afterlife you can reborn whenever you want, but living in the afterlife basically means that you live for an eternity. If you choose to reborn instantly you risk dying again and your memories of both of your life before and afterlife will be erased. But no one would want to live for an eternity doing the same thing endlessly, so until you get to a point you're extremely bored you can reincarnate then. This is how fate jumps into it, fate controlled what you did when you're alive, fate controlled your personality, therefore, fate controlled your own personal preference in how/when you want to reincarnate.
I mean if you're an Athiest in real life, then why can't you be an Athiest in the afterlife? If you believe there is no god(...well higher being) in real life then why should there be one in the afterlife?
So what religion am i? or am i still an Atheist?
Being a Thiest (pun intended) means that you believe in a higher being.
But to me fate isn't a being, it isn't even a entity or a power.
To me it feels like its just part of the flow in the world, something that is integrated into the world. Kinda... like the force in Star Wars. It's just a natural flow of 'something'. Something that is just.... natural.
Ahha! i just thought of something. Ghosts can very well be someone in the afterlife who took a wrong step or something and fell between the boundary of both planes. Being said that i believe in the afterlife i'll still be pretty scared if i see a ghost tho, cos that will just prove to me that my theory is right.
But no, theres alot of things i actually believe in; afterlife, fate, etc.
Usually people who believes in afterlife are theists, but i still don't believe in a higher power (well that kind of contradicts because fate itself is a form of higher power). Nooooo put it this way, i don't believe in an entity with higher power. Anyways, does that make me a Buddhist then? Because Buddhism is one of the most common non-theistic religions that believe in afterlife. Yet i don't do anything that is buddhist-like (actually i have no idea what buddhists do).
This is pretty contradicting in some ways, because if i believe in afterlife, there should be a higher being that controls the plane of afterlife in some way.
But yet the only higher power that i believe exists is fate. Does that mean fate decides when we are allowed to reincarnate or to remain wandering?
This is what i think of afterlife:
People are born into the world and they live their life, then they die and then continue living their afterlife until they decide/allowed to reincarnate. Death is merely a step, maybe a big step, but just a transition from living in a place, to living in another. We might miss what we had in life but we will have new things in the afterlife. That being said, i still fear death. I fear the things that i will miss in life.
So what is fate? why do i ask that when i already have a whole page of entry written on that already? How should fate interfere with what we do in the afterlife? When are you allowed to reincarnate in the afterlife?
I think that is personal preference in a way. (This is really just what i'm thinking)
This is my theory of afterlife: I believe in the afterlife you can reborn whenever you want, but living in the afterlife basically means that you live for an eternity. If you choose to reborn instantly you risk dying again and your memories of both of your life before and afterlife will be erased. But no one would want to live for an eternity doing the same thing endlessly, so until you get to a point you're extremely bored you can reincarnate then. This is how fate jumps into it, fate controlled what you did when you're alive, fate controlled your personality, therefore, fate controlled your own personal preference in how/when you want to reincarnate.
I mean if you're an Athiest in real life, then why can't you be an Athiest in the afterlife? If you believe there is no god(...well higher being) in real life then why should there be one in the afterlife?
So what religion am i? or am i still an Atheist?
Being a Thiest (pun intended) means that you believe in a higher being.
But to me fate isn't a being, it isn't even a entity or a power.
To me it feels like its just part of the flow in the world, something that is integrated into the world. Kinda... like the force in Star Wars. It's just a natural flow of 'something'. Something that is just.... natural.
Ahha! i just thought of something. Ghosts can very well be someone in the afterlife who took a wrong step or something and fell between the boundary of both planes. Being said that i believe in the afterlife i'll still be pretty scared if i see a ghost tho, cos that will just prove to me that my theory is right.
Apr 13, 2009
China
You know how a person should be proud of where they're from aye?
Well you know how a shitty country China is?
Well, i don't wanna insult China but i have absolutely ZERO pride in being called ... well not chinese, i'm ok for being called Chinese, but im ain't ok for being called someone from China. I hate to admit it but i have this ... blob of hatred of something for China.
Like the other day, i was just talking to one of my Chinese friends about some random tv show and she said "hahaha oh yeah you saw that show when you went back to China right?"
Oh ffs. I ain't from China, i'm from HK bitch.
Theres a fucking big difference between HK and China.
When someone asks me where i'm from i don't respond saying that i'm from China or Chinese. I'm from HK. You can call me Honkey if you want cos i'm proud of THAT, not fucking China.
I mean i respect the traditional values and ideals of China, basically the history/traditions of it. But not modern China cos its moreorless full of bull.
China, one of the 4 largest... nations or something of the ancient world. That sounds amazing no? and the stuff that they invent; paper, ink etc. That's something to be proud of. But what is it now? Everytime someone sees something thats MIC (made in china) the first thing they think of is ---- shit. It's sif China is getting shittier everyday. (Well it could be). I mean modern day China does have it good stuff, but thats too little compared to its bad stuff. They really gotta start working if they want their good reputation back. (See what i did there? I didn't give any example at all :D not saying there isn't any, its just that i can't think of any out of the top of my head, im sure theres some tho)
But then the cool thing about HK is that it's recognized widely as a 'country'. By saying 'country' is that it's a city. Just like any other city (although its a special administrative region) it bears its own flag that is well known just like any other country. And it often shows up on the 'country' list when you're registering an account for something :P
.....GAH! I'm limiting my vocabulary here because i don't wanna offense my CN PRIDE! friends... like.. well it's not like they're gonna read it, just my own morality or something aye.
Well you know how a shitty country China is?
Well, i don't wanna insult China but i have absolutely ZERO pride in being called ... well not chinese, i'm ok for being called Chinese, but im ain't ok for being called someone from China. I hate to admit it but i have this ... blob of hatred of something for China.
Like the other day, i was just talking to one of my Chinese friends about some random tv show and she said "hahaha oh yeah you saw that show when you went back to China right?"
Oh ffs. I ain't from China, i'm from HK bitch.
Theres a fucking big difference between HK and China.
When someone asks me where i'm from i don't respond saying that i'm from China or Chinese. I'm from HK. You can call me Honkey if you want cos i'm proud of THAT, not fucking China.
I mean i respect the traditional values and ideals of China, basically the history/traditions of it. But not modern China cos its moreorless full of bull.
China, one of the 4 largest... nations or something of the ancient world. That sounds amazing no? and the stuff that they invent; paper, ink etc. That's something to be proud of. But what is it now? Everytime someone sees something thats MIC (made in china) the first thing they think of is ---- shit. It's sif China is getting shittier everyday. (Well it could be). I mean modern day China does have it good stuff, but thats too little compared to its bad stuff. They really gotta start working if they want their good reputation back. (See what i did there? I didn't give any example at all :D not saying there isn't any, its just that i can't think of any out of the top of my head, im sure theres some tho)
But then the cool thing about HK is that it's recognized widely as a 'country'. By saying 'country' is that it's a city. Just like any other city (although its a special administrative region) it bears its own flag that is well known just like any other country. And it often shows up on the 'country' list when you're registering an account for something :P
.....GAH! I'm limiting my vocabulary here because i don't wanna offense my CN PRIDE! friends... like.. well it's not like they're gonna read it, just my own morality or something aye.
Mar 22, 2009
random thoughts of M22
I know me, i mean i'm me, so i'm supposed to know me right?
I know that i think before i say something.
I always think things randomly, anywhere anytime.
The gags and jokes i say are just a pick from the sea of thoughts in my head that i think about randomly. You know the things i think in my head are just seemlessly random.
Usually i think about situations, as in, what would i do ...?
What would i do if theres a tsunami heading towards me?
What would i do if a terrorist attack our school?
What would i do if someone jumps and hugs me?
Of course these are all possible situations, not like raining candy and shit but its as if i want to be prepared for any possible events thats going to happen. But then of course, this could also be a sign of my insecurity in life?
Hmm...
So anyways, i just took a shower half an hour ago and i suddenly thought of this;
What would i do if i found out i have cancer? Like, with 3 months left to live or something and theres nothing you can do to be cured. Well of course that is possible, rare but possible.
I need to be prepared to face death right? Knowing how much you have left to live is a pretty scary thought.
If i do have cancer, i do wanna die in HK as that is where i am born, that is where i die.
And if you have only 3 months to live that means your condition is pretty bad yeah?
First month is probably pretty normal, second month you clearly see some limping and the last you'll probably be lying in the bed until you die. (Depends what kind of cancer of course but for the sake of arguing)
Then i'd prolly plan out that i continue school normal for the first month, then leave school for the second and during that go back to HK and i'll just count my days down for the last. But then i can't just leave school suddenly yeah? Cos thats for people with no responsiblity and obviously i ain't one of them. So then i have to tell the school some random excuse just so i can leave.
I mean, if i do have cancer i won't want to tell my friends nor my teachers... why should i? It's not going to help me telling them nor helping themselves. They're only going to either think i'm joking or be sad. But logically thinking they do have the right to know hmmm? If i just one day disappeared thats not going to be ... nice.
If a friend of yours just one day disappeared and years later you found out he died of cancer but didn't tell anyone you'd probably hate that person to death (well technically since he died already). I mean, they do have the right to know but its only going to cause sadness no? How the hell do you even break it to them?
I don't even know why i thought of this in the shower. It's not like i want to die ... do i? Maaaaybe i release heaps of stress in the shower which makes me think that having cancer is a easy way out to get rid of all the stress that i have! Ahha genius! You know, these days there are just more and more crazy people who attacks random people just because they can't handle their own life themselves. Like the other day some chick just killed their parents because they confiscated her phone and another dood killing his neighbour because they make too much noises at night.
EQ!
its all about the EQ.
It's not like i have high EQ, its because im prepared for things to happen. I mean, who saw the economy crisis coming? Of course it's gonna happen. The higher you climb the further you drop. No point being special. Mediocre is the way to go.
I know that i think before i say something.
I always think things randomly, anywhere anytime.
The gags and jokes i say are just a pick from the sea of thoughts in my head that i think about randomly. You know the things i think in my head are just seemlessly random.
Usually i think about situations, as in, what would i do ...?
What would i do if theres a tsunami heading towards me?
What would i do if a terrorist attack our school?
What would i do if someone jumps and hugs me?
Of course these are all possible situations, not like raining candy and shit but its as if i want to be prepared for any possible events thats going to happen. But then of course, this could also be a sign of my insecurity in life?
Hmm...
So anyways, i just took a shower half an hour ago and i suddenly thought of this;
What would i do if i found out i have cancer? Like, with 3 months left to live or something and theres nothing you can do to be cured. Well of course that is possible, rare but possible.
I need to be prepared to face death right? Knowing how much you have left to live is a pretty scary thought.
If i do have cancer, i do wanna die in HK as that is where i am born, that is where i die.
And if you have only 3 months to live that means your condition is pretty bad yeah?
First month is probably pretty normal, second month you clearly see some limping and the last you'll probably be lying in the bed until you die. (Depends what kind of cancer of course but for the sake of arguing)
Then i'd prolly plan out that i continue school normal for the first month, then leave school for the second and during that go back to HK and i'll just count my days down for the last. But then i can't just leave school suddenly yeah? Cos thats for people with no responsiblity and obviously i ain't one of them. So then i have to tell the school some random excuse just so i can leave.
I mean, if i do have cancer i won't want to tell my friends nor my teachers... why should i? It's not going to help me telling them nor helping themselves. They're only going to either think i'm joking or be sad. But logically thinking they do have the right to know hmmm? If i just one day disappeared thats not going to be ... nice.
If a friend of yours just one day disappeared and years later you found out he died of cancer but didn't tell anyone you'd probably hate that person to death (well technically since he died already). I mean, they do have the right to know but its only going to cause sadness no? How the hell do you even break it to them?
I don't even know why i thought of this in the shower. It's not like i want to die ... do i? Maaaaybe i release heaps of stress in the shower which makes me think that having cancer is a easy way out to get rid of all the stress that i have! Ahha genius! You know, these days there are just more and more crazy people who attacks random people just because they can't handle their own life themselves. Like the other day some chick just killed their parents because they confiscated her phone and another dood killing his neighbour because they make too much noises at night.
EQ!
its all about the EQ.
It's not like i have high EQ, its because im prepared for things to happen. I mean, who saw the economy crisis coming? Of course it's gonna happen. The higher you climb the further you drop. No point being special. Mediocre is the way to go.
Mar 18, 2009
Even tho' white day is 4 days ago, this is a present i have for those having relationship troubles (those just broke up or about to =])
Tell me, what is on your mind
Help me, cause I'd like to know
What the hell is going on
Never thought I'd sing this song
Let's not get started with the he said she said
Sometimes it just doesn't go as planned
Let's not get started with the he said she said
Sometimes it just doesn't go as planned
Started out so simple and innocent
So simple and innocent
So simple and innocent
So simple and innocent
Chemistry like apple and cinnamon
Like apple and cinnamon
Like apple and cinnamon
Like apple and cinnamon
I can't believe that you and me are falling out of love
And everybody used to be so envious of us
Chemistry like apple and cinnamon
What we had was just too good
Good to last
Happiness don't last that long
What we had was beautiful
Let's not get started with the he said she said
Sometimes it just doesn't go out as planned
Let's not get started with the he said she said
Sometimes it just doesn't go out as planned
Started out so simple and innocent
So simple and innocent
So simple and innocent
So simple and innocent
Chemistry like apple and cinnamon
Like apple and cinnamon
Like apple and cinnamon
Like apple and cinnamon
I can't believe that you and me are falling out of love
And everybody used to be so envious of us
Chemistry like apple and cinnamon
What we had was just too good
Good to last
Please don't look at me like that
Please don't look at me, don't look at me like that
You can't look at me like that
Please don't look at me, don't look at me like that
I can't believe that you and me are falling out of love
And everybody used to be so envious of us
Chemistry like apple and cinnamon
What we had was just too good
Started out so simple and innocent
So simple and innocent
So simple and innocent
So simple and innocent (so simple and innocent)
Chemistry like apple and cinnamon
Like apple and cinnamon
Like apple and cinnamon
Like apple & cinnamon
I can't believe that you and me are falling out of love
And everybody used to be so envious of us (envious)
Chemistry like apple and cinnamon
What we had was just too good
Good to last
Dunno why i'm just loving this song
P.S
Please don't whine, i don't give a crap.
Tell me, what is on your mind
Help me, cause I'd like to know
What the hell is going on
Never thought I'd sing this song
Let's not get started with the he said she said
Sometimes it just doesn't go as planned
Let's not get started with the he said she said
Sometimes it just doesn't go as planned
Started out so simple and innocent
So simple and innocent
So simple and innocent
So simple and innocent
Chemistry like apple and cinnamon
Like apple and cinnamon
Like apple and cinnamon
Like apple and cinnamon
I can't believe that you and me are falling out of love
And everybody used to be so envious of us
Chemistry like apple and cinnamon
What we had was just too good
Good to last
Happiness don't last that long
What we had was beautiful
Let's not get started with the he said she said
Sometimes it just doesn't go out as planned
Let's not get started with the he said she said
Sometimes it just doesn't go out as planned
Started out so simple and innocent
So simple and innocent
So simple and innocent
So simple and innocent
Chemistry like apple and cinnamon
Like apple and cinnamon
Like apple and cinnamon
Like apple and cinnamon
I can't believe that you and me are falling out of love
And everybody used to be so envious of us
Chemistry like apple and cinnamon
What we had was just too good
Good to last
Please don't look at me like that
Please don't look at me, don't look at me like that
You can't look at me like that
Please don't look at me, don't look at me like that
I can't believe that you and me are falling out of love
And everybody used to be so envious of us
Chemistry like apple and cinnamon
What we had was just too good
Started out so simple and innocent
So simple and innocent
So simple and innocent
So simple and innocent (so simple and innocent)
Chemistry like apple and cinnamon
Like apple and cinnamon
Like apple and cinnamon
Like apple & cinnamon
I can't believe that you and me are falling out of love
And everybody used to be so envious of us (envious)
Chemistry like apple and cinnamon
What we had was just too good
Good to last
Dunno why i'm just loving this song
P.S
Please don't whine, i don't give a crap.
Feb 26, 2009
People these days
I need a break from typing my silly essay...
Sooo anyways, these days im trying to catch up to an anime called Jigoku Shoujo (which technically means Girl from hell really) and what you need to do is go to this website that is only accessable exactly at 12:00am and then you enter the person you want revenge on and she'll directly send that person to hell for you, but to compensate, when you die you also have to go to hell and suffer for an eternity.
So what the hell?
I think this anime seriously reflects on the society on how parents dont communicate with their kids. Cos most of the people who request her help are kids still in school.
And im just like.. What the Diu. Why are kids these days so idiotic (well in the anime anyways) So what if you get bullied constantly everyday in school? It will eventually pass away in 2 years or so, if not just change schools then! What you are doing is actually fucking yourself up.
Firstly, they don't request help from other people and always keeps to themselves. Hell, if it gets to the point when you extremely hate that person, just kill that person yourself, that way, there IS a possibility that you won't go to hell (cos you will for sure if you use that hell chick). And they are still fucking in school, i mean you have a long life ahead of you and you're already shitting bricks. What if theres a even gayer person that appears after your school life? what then lol? you already used your chance with the hell chick!
Seriously, kids these days dont think properly before making decisions. So what if you sent that person to hell and had a extremely good life? YOU'RE GONNA FUCKING SUFFER FOR ETERNITY IN THE AFTERLIFE! Technically you are still 'living' after you dead, but only in the afterlife, and you're gonna get analraped for an eternity!
Kids these days...
Seriously, makes me so angry.
Sucks to be them getting fucked.
Sooo anyways, these days im trying to catch up to an anime called Jigoku Shoujo (which technically means Girl from hell really) and what you need to do is go to this website that is only accessable exactly at 12:00am and then you enter the person you want revenge on and she'll directly send that person to hell for you, but to compensate, when you die you also have to go to hell and suffer for an eternity.
So what the hell?
I think this anime seriously reflects on the society on how parents dont communicate with their kids. Cos most of the people who request her help are kids still in school.
And im just like.. What the Diu. Why are kids these days so idiotic (well in the anime anyways) So what if you get bullied constantly everyday in school? It will eventually pass away in 2 years or so, if not just change schools then! What you are doing is actually fucking yourself up.
Firstly, they don't request help from other people and always keeps to themselves. Hell, if it gets to the point when you extremely hate that person, just kill that person yourself, that way, there IS a possibility that you won't go to hell (cos you will for sure if you use that hell chick). And they are still fucking in school, i mean you have a long life ahead of you and you're already shitting bricks. What if theres a even gayer person that appears after your school life? what then lol? you already used your chance with the hell chick!
Seriously, kids these days dont think properly before making decisions. So what if you sent that person to hell and had a extremely good life? YOU'RE GONNA FUCKING SUFFER FOR ETERNITY IN THE AFTERLIFE! Technically you are still 'living' after you dead, but only in the afterlife, and you're gonna get analraped for an eternity!
Kids these days...
Seriously, makes me so angry.
Sucks to be them getting fucked.
Feb 8, 2009
Master Plan!
Man i just had an awesome idea.
Well i was just surfing the net for my '時辰八字'
In english that literally means something like Hour of the Eight characters
and The Four Pillars Life. Which is all really confusing if you have no idea what it is.
Technically, theres this cycle of thingys... uhh.. chinese characters that can't be explained really. Well theres 2 seperate cycles of these thingys, one represents the earth and the other the sky - Ten Heavenly Stems and Twelve Earthly Branches. Those two can be combined to form the Sexangenary Cycle, which is a cyclic numeral system of 60 combinations (combined from picking one of the earth and sky character thingys) and it cycles every 60 years (duh!), being each year have a combination of itself and that combination occurs once every 60 years basically.
Ok so these combinations also go with the month, day, time that you're born in (god knows how they calculate it, something to do with the angle of the moon to the earth, complicated as hell). So a combination of 2 characters (again the earth and sky) of the year, month, day, time that you're born in form the so called Hour of the Eight Characters.
And anyways, i just checked my own Eight Characters, and man its accurate as hell (except for the future 'ima gonna get rich' details that haven't happened yet [which im sure will]). I'm saying it's accurate because it matches the tellings of my palm reading and face reading results. Well and somewhat based on my own believes, because i think these days in the modern world, chinese fortune telling is probably the most accurate kind of fortune telling you can get. It calculates deeply into even the time of your birth and calculates the 'element' that you're born with and how that interact with the birthdate/time. Unlike western astrological horoscopes that just sounds like a cup of fail with no actual references to anything... And the chinese also incorporates the magnetic field of the earth into the placements or 'charms' that aids your element as well.
Confusing isn't it? But detailed, which makes it believable.
So heres my awesome master plan. If, these are even slightly accurate, all you gotta do is find an awesome year, month.... and.... day and time if possible. and make your child born on that day! (Somehow, i dunno how you can manage your time that perfectly but meh, there must be some method in the future) Then you can just retire and relax after your child grow into adulthood.
Man thats AWESOME!
That took me a whole night of thinking, no jokes, im typing this at 7am now and i haven't slept at all.
Well i was just surfing the net for my '時辰八字'
In english that literally means something like Hour of the Eight characters
and The Four Pillars Life. Which is all really confusing if you have no idea what it is.
Technically, theres this cycle of thingys... uhh.. chinese characters that can't be explained really. Well theres 2 seperate cycles of these thingys, one represents the earth and the other the sky - Ten Heavenly Stems and Twelve Earthly Branches. Those two can be combined to form the Sexangenary Cycle, which is a cyclic numeral system of 60 combinations (combined from picking one of the earth and sky character thingys) and it cycles every 60 years (duh!), being each year have a combination of itself and that combination occurs once every 60 years basically.
Ok so these combinations also go with the month, day, time that you're born in (god knows how they calculate it, something to do with the angle of the moon to the earth, complicated as hell). So a combination of 2 characters (again the earth and sky) of the year, month, day, time that you're born in form the so called Hour of the Eight Characters.
And anyways, i just checked my own Eight Characters, and man its accurate as hell (except for the future 'ima gonna get rich' details that haven't happened yet [which im sure will]). I'm saying it's accurate because it matches the tellings of my palm reading and face reading results. Well and somewhat based on my own believes, because i think these days in the modern world, chinese fortune telling is probably the most accurate kind of fortune telling you can get. It calculates deeply into even the time of your birth and calculates the 'element' that you're born with and how that interact with the birthdate/time. Unlike western astrological horoscopes that just sounds like a cup of fail with no actual references to anything... And the chinese also incorporates the magnetic field of the earth into the placements or 'charms' that aids your element as well.
Confusing isn't it? But detailed, which makes it believable.
So heres my awesome master plan. If, these are even slightly accurate, all you gotta do is find an awesome year, month.... and.... day and time if possible. and make your child born on that day! (Somehow, i dunno how you can manage your time that perfectly but meh, there must be some method in the future) Then you can just retire and relax after your child grow into adulthood.
Man thats AWESOME!
That took me a whole night of thinking, no jokes, im typing this at 7am now and i haven't slept at all.
Jan 21, 2009
Jan 6, 2009
Brainsss
Fudge!
I just finished watched a series called Chaos Head and fudge it brought up a good theory. That since our brains functions and let us feel, see, taste blah blah etc by recieving electric signals and waves... fuck we're actually technically just electronical devices! It's entirely possibly when someone discovers what electrical signals are brain recieves, they can somehow rearrange those signals and 'show' us an image through our visual system... since what we see are actually just light waves and shit and it goes through our eyes and its then transformed into electric signals and then sent to our brain which forms the image that we see.
And then if you think about it, what if the cells on your skin are like tiny sensors, so when something touches it, it sends a signal to the brain that, that part of your body is being touched which makes you feel like so?
If so then its entirely possible that in the future we have images of food that is created by outer electrical signals sent to your brain, which also causes us to be able to feel it as if its real, and as we eat it, it touches all the 'sensors' in your mouth or your esophagus making you believe as if you ate something...
Although i doubt the 'sensor' part would work because its hard to believe that there is something touching you when there isn't. Think about the physics involved... like what about the force pushed onto you? etc. Like think about someone grabbing your arm, you feel the person touching your skin, but what if the person sqeezes your arm harder causing your blood to stop flowing to your hands? But in reality theres no one touching you but you can feel a random force pushing down on your skin? No no that won't work, random forces don't come often.
I mean we ARE just using like 10% of our brain... why so? Because our bodies can't withstand a 100% powered brain? Then why give us such a brain if we can't use it? Humans must have used it at least once before no? Why give us something that we can't use? Like we have that funny appendix and tailbone, it's things that we don't use because we can't use it. But we(humans) must have used it before right? It's either humans have indeed once used their brains 100% but think its too awesome or whatever so they decided to never use it again and slowly we forgot how to use it OR we really never used it before and are still waiting for it to come...
I just finished watched a series called Chaos Head and fudge it brought up a good theory. That since our brains functions and let us feel, see, taste blah blah etc by recieving electric signals and waves... fuck we're actually technically just electronical devices! It's entirely possibly when someone discovers what electrical signals are brain recieves, they can somehow rearrange those signals and 'show' us an image through our visual system... since what we see are actually just light waves and shit and it goes through our eyes and its then transformed into electric signals and then sent to our brain which forms the image that we see.
And then if you think about it, what if the cells on your skin are like tiny sensors, so when something touches it, it sends a signal to the brain that, that part of your body is being touched which makes you feel like so?
If so then its entirely possible that in the future we have images of food that is created by outer electrical signals sent to your brain, which also causes us to be able to feel it as if its real, and as we eat it, it touches all the 'sensors' in your mouth or your esophagus making you believe as if you ate something...
Although i doubt the 'sensor' part would work because its hard to believe that there is something touching you when there isn't. Think about the physics involved... like what about the force pushed onto you? etc. Like think about someone grabbing your arm, you feel the person touching your skin, but what if the person sqeezes your arm harder causing your blood to stop flowing to your hands? But in reality theres no one touching you but you can feel a random force pushing down on your skin? No no that won't work, random forces don't come often.
I mean we ARE just using like 10% of our brain... why so? Because our bodies can't withstand a 100% powered brain? Then why give us such a brain if we can't use it? Humans must have used it at least once before no? Why give us something that we can't use? Like we have that funny appendix and tailbone, it's things that we don't use because we can't use it. But we(humans) must have used it before right? It's either humans have indeed once used their brains 100% but think its too awesome or whatever so they decided to never use it again and slowly we forgot how to use it OR we really never used it before and are still waiting for it to come...
Jan 3, 2009
Growing up
First post of 2009!
I have quite abit i want to get through this year tho like...
losing some weight (maybe)(need more motivation)
and
reeeally gotta work harder this year
this year is what it all counts!
Well, now i got that through...
Whats with people celebrating and counting down and shit? I, for one, seriously ain't happy about the year passing. Soooooo a few days ago i was yumcha-ing with my bro and my mum and we started on the topic of my mum retiring and when i should start working and earning money to support her living (as she did for my whole life) and i'm still all cool/whatever cos thats like ages away. Even if i start working fulltime, it'll be after uni, which is like what? 5 or 6 years from now. But then my bro started talking about his marriage or something, which he plans soon, within 5 to 6 years (assuming my assumation skills are hax) and i'm just like whoa! ain't that abit too soon? (cos i plan my marriage myself to be around 27 and hes only 22 now) and i realised my happy free living highschool college life might end extremely soon. My bro might get married while im in uni which means like... i should really start ... grow up? Not that i'm not exactly ungrown but as in grow up into the society and shit. And stop having these ... 'emo' thoughts on life .etc(i like to call them philosophical myself tho) cos i could probably spend my time better than thinking of those things.
I have quite abit i want to get through this year tho like...
losing some weight (maybe)(need more motivation)
and
reeeally gotta work harder this year
this year is what it all counts!
Well, now i got that through...
Whats with people celebrating and counting down and shit? I, for one, seriously ain't happy about the year passing. Soooooo a few days ago i was yumcha-ing with my bro and my mum and we started on the topic of my mum retiring and when i should start working and earning money to support her living (as she did for my whole life) and i'm still all cool/whatever cos thats like ages away. Even if i start working fulltime, it'll be after uni, which is like what? 5 or 6 years from now. But then my bro started talking about his marriage or something, which he plans soon, within 5 to 6 years (assuming my assumation skills are hax) and i'm just like whoa! ain't that abit too soon? (cos i plan my marriage myself to be around 27 and hes only 22 now) and i realised my happy free living highschool college life might end extremely soon. My bro might get married while im in uni which means like... i should really start ... grow up? Not that i'm not exactly ungrown but as in grow up into the society and shit. And stop having these ... 'emo' thoughts on life .etc(i like to call them philosophical myself tho) cos i could probably spend my time better than thinking of those things.
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