This is kinda like a continuing of my last post.
Humans live because they have a goal they wanna accomplish in life, but most people don't know what that goal is until they reached a certain age, until they lived enough in their life to truly know what they should live for. Kinda funny isn't it? We need to live in order to know what we live for. Shouldn't it be the other way 'round? We do something because we know what the purpose of doing it is, NOT doing something to realise what the purpose is.
For example;
You run over a retard because you know he is a retard. You don't run over him to realise hes a retard.
Hmmm.. i just confuzzled myself there abit, but anyways...
fuck i forgot what i was gonna say cos my example distracted me.
ahh yush, see, i thought of dying the past few weeks, not because i wanted to die, its because i don't know why the hell im alive for. IF i did die, people would say i'm selfish, and my parents would be sad (assuming if theres anyone else that woulda cared). But other than that i can't think of a reason why i shouldn't die. But we need to live on until we find our raison d'etre, to perhaps, find a person that you love so much that you'll live for them, and that is something you won't find until you reached a certain age.
See, while i was typing the paragraph above, i just thought of something stupid.
Humans do have a general reason to be alive; we herd animals, we grow plants, and when we die. Life in this world is revolved around a cycle; we die, then our corpses are turned into fertilisers for plants, then a random cow comes and eat the plants which is raped by sea monkeys which is then eaten by us. This cycle ensures that theres always life on our earth. Our initial ... ancestors, perhaps herd and grow to provide food for themselves to survive, but also essentially emphasised this cycle by providing more animals and plants. But if we consider that as long as Earth have life on it...
Humans aren't a necessity.
We don't need to be alive to for the cycle to continue. Which then again leads back to my original question. The first paragraph describes the reason humans live for on a personal scale. The above paragraph describes why humans isn't necessary to be alive on a broad general scale. What if the human race is ... mooshed? Nothing will drastastically happen, other... sentient beings on Earth will continue to live on as usual.
It's kinda like... we don't want our lineage to disappear, so that our descendants will pass on our surnames. But on a greater scale... like a whole race. If half of the human race disappeared, then the remaining half will care, but if the whole race disappeared then no one will... no one will be able to actually.
[p.s
maybe some things here are really worded badly but meh i'm lazy]
Dec 16, 2008
Nov 29, 2008
WALL·E
So I've been watching WALL·E again since i'm uber bored and can't find constructive things to do -_-
Anyways, theres this quote which is quite intriguing in the movie...
"Survive? I don't want to survive, i want to live!"
Now this is interesting because being alive itself is a form of survival. The point of surviving is to not die and living is a proof that you're not dying. Then how shall you live? To live is to have a goal during your survival in life. The experiences you gain during your survival is the elements that make up the aspects of living. This goal could have a range of levels of course. But this goal that you make can affect how you value life itself.
The value of life is precious to some but insignificant to others. Sometimes when you're watching a movie and a whole mall blows up and then the main character somehow miraculously gets out of it alive, do you ever wonder what about all the other non relevant civilians that somehow just caught up in this? From the viewer's/director's/main character's point of view, these civilians are insignificant, they are just bodies to prove how important the main character is. No one ever really thinks about it do they? Imagine how are those bodies' family are gonna react when they found out they died.
Then it all comes down to perspective again. Because we survive in different ways, taking different paths in our own timestream, we experience different... ...experiences in life. We get to know different people, we get to feel differently, we get to see differently, and when we combine all these aspects together we get different mindsets which create different perspectives.
Individuality.
We all have different perspectives and it is created through the experience we gain in life, and this experience creates the goal that we seek to reach in life. This is a chain of events that could not be changed or adjusted. A little something disturbing called fate
Anyways, theres this quote which is quite intriguing in the movie...
"Survive? I don't want to survive, i want to live!"
Now this is interesting because being alive itself is a form of survival. The point of surviving is to not die and living is a proof that you're not dying. Then how shall you live? To live is to have a goal during your survival in life. The experiences you gain during your survival is the elements that make up the aspects of living. This goal could have a range of levels of course. But this goal that you make can affect how you value life itself.
The value of life is precious to some but insignificant to others. Sometimes when you're watching a movie and a whole mall blows up and then the main character somehow miraculously gets out of it alive, do you ever wonder what about all the other non relevant civilians that somehow just caught up in this? From the viewer's/director's/main character's point of view, these civilians are insignificant, they are just bodies to prove how important the main character is. No one ever really thinks about it do they? Imagine how are those bodies' family are gonna react when they found out they died.
Then it all comes down to perspective again. Because we survive in different ways, taking different paths in our own timestream, we experience different... ...experiences in life. We get to know different people, we get to feel differently, we get to see differently, and when we combine all these aspects together we get different mindsets which create different perspectives.
Individuality.
We all have different perspectives and it is created through the experience we gain in life, and this experience creates the goal that we seek to reach in life. This is a chain of events that could not be changed or adjusted. A little something disturbing called fate
Nov 20, 2008
existence
Why do people not understand?
This world is presently dominated by human beings.
1/6.72 billion does not make a change in this constant revolving world.
Your life is as much as worthy as mine, yet you have to be ignorant and be an asshole.
Don't blame me if one day you just died... somehow from an accident or something.
Does being superior over others give you a sense of gratification? Your existence does not cause a change to the world. Your status in life only exists because there are other people above you and below you. Without them, you are merely an inanimate entity in our society. Without people acknowledging your existence, you might as well be dead. Abusing that acknowledgement might just one day lead to you own death.
Without other people, you are nothing.
You might as well be the last person standing on Earth. Spending your final moments with no one but yourself and that is a day i will want to wait for.
This world is presently dominated by human beings.
1/6.72 billion does not make a change in this constant revolving world.
Your life is as much as worthy as mine, yet you have to be ignorant and be an asshole.
Don't blame me if one day you just died... somehow from an accident or something.
Does being superior over others give you a sense of gratification? Your existence does not cause a change to the world. Your status in life only exists because there are other people above you and below you. Without them, you are merely an inanimate entity in our society. Without people acknowledging your existence, you might as well be dead. Abusing that acknowledgement might just one day lead to you own death.
Without other people, you are nothing.
You might as well be the last person standing on Earth. Spending your final moments with no one but yourself and that is a day i will want to wait for.
Nov 11, 2008
A little something from episode 21
Is it not a given?
One tries to fit in with the dialogue of others,
trying to mesh with the situation.
Without that, countries, races, bodies known as communities wouldn't exist.
Everyone knows how to use lies.
In front of family, infront of friends,
in the presence of society,
everyone puts on a different mask,
yet, is that a sin?
What is one's true face?
At this point, we cannot walk around without personae.
Why do people lie?
The answer isn't only because it's used for conflicts.
It's because they yearn for something.
trying to mesh with the situation.
Without that, countries, races, bodies known as communities wouldn't exist.
Everyone knows how to use lies.
In front of family, infront of friends,
in the presence of society,
everyone puts on a different mask,
yet, is that a sin?
What is one's true face?
At this point, we cannot walk around without personae.
Why do people lie?
The answer isn't only because it's used for conflicts.
It's because they yearn for something.
Nov 2, 2008
Oct 30, 2008
chivalry is dead
"...and women killed it." -Dave Chappelle
Chivalry and equality does not go together.
Enough said.
Chivalry and equality does not go together.
Enough said.
Oct 23, 2008
birthday
a big thanks for those who wished me and shared the day of my birthday with me!
well cos i wasn't expecting much since i didn't plan to celebrate it at all but... thanks!
Even tho i dunno why. I'm supposed to be happy on my birthday aye? since its a special day. But the moment i woke up i don't feel happy.. like i dont feel anything specially excited about the day, and because i didn't feel happy, and i started to feel unhappy because i didnt felt happy because im supposed to be happy(kinda makes sense)then i tried to be happy for the rest of the day (because im supposed to be) which didn't work out really well because its like im forcing myself to be happy on my birthday O_o now i think about it, i think the only thing that made my day yesterday was the (only) hug that i got cos that hug made me forget this happy unhappy thing ... briefly. and now im still wondering why i didnt felt happy yesterday.
p.s
talking about hugs, theres like a universal hugging duration that is around 2 seconds
and when people are hugging they usually tend to put their heads on the leftside of the other person.
well cos i wasn't expecting much since i didn't plan to celebrate it at all but... thanks!
Even tho i dunno why. I'm supposed to be happy on my birthday aye? since its a special day. But the moment i woke up i don't feel happy.. like i dont feel anything specially excited about the day, and because i didn't feel happy, and i started to feel unhappy because i didnt felt happy because im supposed to be happy(kinda makes sense)then i tried to be happy for the rest of the day (because im supposed to be) which didn't work out really well because its like im forcing myself to be happy on my birthday O_o now i think about it, i think the only thing that made my day yesterday was the (only) hug that i got cos that hug made me forget this happy unhappy thing ... briefly. and now im still wondering why i didnt felt happy yesterday.
p.s
talking about hugs, theres like a universal hugging duration that is around 2 seconds
and when people are hugging they usually tend to put their heads on the leftside of the other person.
Oct 19, 2008
relationships
i dunno if im the only one who thinks things this way but.
everytime when i think about a possible relationship with someone, i instantly think of the future, and i deep inside know that this isn't a relationship that would last for a long time. and then. if it wont last for a long time why should i ... indulge myself into it?
you know... having this thought constant basically means i'll never get into a relationship with anyone at all, because you actually need to been in a relationship to really understand what is your ultimate ideal partner will be like. and just having this thought revolving around isnt .. really helping at all.
It really makes me think about those people who always breaks up within 2 months or so. Is it dedication or what? Why can't people think about relationships carefully before deciding so? Emotions isnt a nice thing to be played around with... relationships is a delicate form of bonding that really requires dedication. and without that dedication, it wont be a long lasting one.
and these things are 2 sided, something that both sides must contribute to. So what if you are fully dedicated to the other person if the other people isn't contributing anything? It really goes down to how much you love and how much faith and trust you have in that person.
Love is really a complex word to me. because love means ... that its like the extreme end of ... love. like you love chocolates means you'll never get bored or dislike it. If there comes a time when you dislike it, that means you only like it, not love. Thats why when your parents love you, they really do. But when a friend says that they love you.. its kinda.. not that real. Because we are young, we don't truly know what we love, all we know now is what we like.
everytime when i think about a possible relationship with someone, i instantly think of the future, and i deep inside know that this isn't a relationship that would last for a long time. and then. if it wont last for a long time why should i ... indulge myself into it?
you know... having this thought constant basically means i'll never get into a relationship with anyone at all, because you actually need to been in a relationship to really understand what is your ultimate ideal partner will be like. and just having this thought revolving around isnt .. really helping at all.
It really makes me think about those people who always breaks up within 2 months or so. Is it dedication or what? Why can't people think about relationships carefully before deciding so? Emotions isnt a nice thing to be played around with... relationships is a delicate form of bonding that really requires dedication. and without that dedication, it wont be a long lasting one.
and these things are 2 sided, something that both sides must contribute to. So what if you are fully dedicated to the other person if the other people isn't contributing anything? It really goes down to how much you love and how much faith and trust you have in that person.
Love is really a complex word to me. because love means ... that its like the extreme end of ... love. like you love chocolates means you'll never get bored or dislike it. If there comes a time when you dislike it, that means you only like it, not love. Thats why when your parents love you, they really do. But when a friend says that they love you.. its kinda.. not that real. Because we are young, we don't truly know what we love, all we know now is what we like.
Oct 13, 2008
Friends
"Friends" is a tricky aspect in everyone's lives.
You can never know who are your real friends.
You can never know who you can truly trust.
You can never know what they talk behind your back.
Why are people so ... on the surface. Sometimes when a person is talking to me, i can't feel their messages at all. It's like they're only talking to you to know your friend near you, and after that they just ignore you completely while they chill with your friends.
Then theres that smile again. That utter fake smile that .. is just plain digusting.
Smiles are weird, sometimes when someone smiles, their smile just makes you smile, and for some reason, you dunno why that is. But those smiles are real... and you just know it.
Gaaah, friends is a hard concept.
Its a thing where both sides agree to. But the majority of people can't take it further. Those who always just talks to you when theres a big group talk but never when its by themselves. Then they talk behind your back like they know alot about you.
Humans are digusting.
P.S
You know the feeling that you got alot to say but you just can't put it to words?
Hmmm... hard to describe.
You can never know who are your real friends.
You can never know who you can truly trust.
You can never know what they talk behind your back.
Why are people so ... on the surface. Sometimes when a person is talking to me, i can't feel their messages at all. It's like they're only talking to you to know your friend near you, and after that they just ignore you completely while they chill with your friends.
Then theres that smile again. That utter fake smile that .. is just plain digusting.
Smiles are weird, sometimes when someone smiles, their smile just makes you smile, and for some reason, you dunno why that is. But those smiles are real... and you just know it.
Gaaah, friends is a hard concept.
Its a thing where both sides agree to. But the majority of people can't take it further. Those who always just talks to you when theres a big group talk but never when its by themselves. Then they talk behind your back like they know alot about you.
Humans are digusting.
P.S
You know the feeling that you got alot to say but you just can't put it to words?
Hmmm... hard to describe.
Oct 12, 2008
Brainless
Hell, what is wrong with us.
You know how those old people always tell you to "do your work before playing around, then you can play freely with no stress." (hah! quote integrated into sentences!)
But yeah... that doesn't happen at all.
Humans (well me at least, and i'm a human) can never seem to do that. We (me) must always play and enjoy ourselves to the fullest just to realise that we're screwed in the near future. It's like we (me) can never work until the deadline comes... We (me) are given a whole months time to do something and during the majority of that time our (my) brain doesn't work at all until the last 3 days...
The last 3 days our (my) brain just suddenly goes into hypermode and you (i) can just imagine every shade of colour that exists (which has no relation to what you do)
Then the last 2 days you (i) start to freak out because of the tight timeframe you (i) have left, whilst, still imagining every shade of colours in the rainbow.
Then the last day comes and your (my) brain suddenly explodes and you (i) just get this magnificento idea and breezes through everything (even though using up your sleepy time).
So what the hell seriously.
Its like ... ghey. (<--- yes thats the best word i can come up with atm)
This is just so wtf, our (my) brains are seriously stuffed up.
You know how those old people always tell you to "do your work before playing around, then you can play freely with no stress." (hah! quote integrated into sentences!)
But yeah... that doesn't happen at all.
Humans (well me at least, and i'm a human) can never seem to do that. We (me) must always play and enjoy ourselves to the fullest just to realise that we're screwed in the near future. It's like we (me) can never work until the deadline comes... We (me) are given a whole months time to do something and during the majority of that time our (my) brain doesn't work at all until the last 3 days...
The last 3 days our (my) brain just suddenly goes into hypermode and you (i) can just imagine every shade of colour that exists (which has no relation to what you do)
Then the last 2 days you (i) start to freak out because of the tight timeframe you (i) have left, whilst, still imagining every shade of colours in the rainbow.
Then the last day comes and your (my) brain suddenly explodes and you (i) just get this magnificento idea and breezes through everything (even though using up your sleepy time).
So what the hell seriously.
Its like ... ghey. (<--- yes thats the best word i can come up with atm)
This is just so wtf, our (my) brains are seriously stuffed up.
Oct 10, 2008
Fate
so whats fate? fate is something that controls us all in a way. or its just a backup thing to blame your wrong doing onto. just another ignorant thought imo.
What if, your whole life is already controlled by fate?
no no, what if the whole of the world is controlled by fate?
no no, what if the whole of everything that is already existing is controlled by fate?
that there is nothing we can do to escape out of it?
the future of everyone is already destined to end at some point. that we are destined to evolve at some point. that we are destined to do something miraculous in the future?
so what you do right now, is controlled by fate.
every action you take, every choice you make.
So some people think of it this way, theres a box of egg rolls and a double layered chocolate mudcake with 2 extra chocolate flakes ontop of it. Which one will you choose? What i imagine is a split path infront of you, somewhat like a tree off a probablity path, and each of those singular paths will give you a totally opposite future possible. That creates an image that you have a choice to decide your future. But what if 'fate' already decided that you'll take the double layered chocolate mudcake with 2 extra chocolate flakes ontop of it and the other path actually, in reality, does not exist at all? So that makes it all the choices you make in this world an illusion. In the end, theres only one path to take and you have already decided to take that path when you're born.
It's scary when you think about it that way. So there are no coincidences in this world. Everything is already decided. When we found a new technology, when we discover new foundings. All of these events are already set in a future timeline. And whatever we do, we cannot change it. Because the 'whatever we do' part is also fated, and that is fated to lead you to a dead end. It's like theres an upper power toying with us. Reminds me of the movie 'Horton hears a Who!'. Kinda like when those people says "You can change your future, but you have to be active about it." What if your future is already destined to end in a way? Then whatever you do in that process won't matter at all because it will eventually lead back to that ending anyways?
Fate is a scary thing.
You cannot control it. Your other half is also a part of this ... circle. Something you can't force.
Your whole life is already destined. Forcing out from this circle would be crazy.
What if, your whole life is already controlled by fate?
no no, what if the whole of the world is controlled by fate?
no no, what if the whole of everything that is already existing is controlled by fate?
that there is nothing we can do to escape out of it?
the future of everyone is already destined to end at some point. that we are destined to evolve at some point. that we are destined to do something miraculous in the future?
so what you do right now, is controlled by fate.
every action you take, every choice you make.
So some people think of it this way, theres a box of egg rolls and a double layered chocolate mudcake with 2 extra chocolate flakes ontop of it. Which one will you choose? What i imagine is a split path infront of you, somewhat like a tree off a probablity path, and each of those singular paths will give you a totally opposite future possible. That creates an image that you have a choice to decide your future. But what if 'fate' already decided that you'll take the double layered chocolate mudcake with 2 extra chocolate flakes ontop of it and the other path actually, in reality, does not exist at all? So that makes it all the choices you make in this world an illusion. In the end, theres only one path to take and you have already decided to take that path when you're born.
It's scary when you think about it that way. So there are no coincidences in this world. Everything is already decided. When we found a new technology, when we discover new foundings. All of these events are already set in a future timeline. And whatever we do, we cannot change it. Because the 'whatever we do' part is also fated, and that is fated to lead you to a dead end. It's like theres an upper power toying with us. Reminds me of the movie 'Horton hears a Who!'. Kinda like when those people says "You can change your future, but you have to be active about it." What if your future is already destined to end in a way? Then whatever you do in that process won't matter at all because it will eventually lead back to that ending anyways?
Fate is a scary thing.
You cannot control it. Your other half is also a part of this ... circle. Something you can't force.
Your whole life is already destined. Forcing out from this circle would be crazy.
Oct 9, 2008
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