4 days left.... actually 3 days, its 12 already.

"If people don't have the initiative to talk to me, why should i have the initiative to talk to them?"

As i grew up, i've came to realise that socialising is an important skill to have in life. If everyone thinks the same way as i do then the world would go no where. For things to go somwhere i must change my own way of thinking. Yet now i still don't like talking to people that much, i still don't have that initiative, but i'm pretty sure i have much better responses than i do before, although thats still not quite enough. This kinda links into with my confidence which i actually don't have much of, especially when i was a kid.

Anyways. 4 days left of high school.
I thought i should let this out before it all ends:

For you this one person out there, i don't know wtf happened, maybe its cos i said something slightly inappropriate to get you to fuck off cos i was actually quite busy back at that moment. But you are a good person. You deserve better and still i don't know wtf happened but we used to have at least some sort of conversations. And then its reduced to just simply saying Hi as we walk past each other. Then now we don't even have the slightest of eye contact when we walk past each other. Well i'm, sorry for whatever happened, i doubt you'll read this but if you do and think it sounds familiar then its probably you.

And then for those friends of my friends who wanna be acquaintances or something. Firstly i don't know who the fuck you are and i have no idea why you know me, but if you wanted to and gave up, i'm also sorry for that cos i might sound like i'm not interested, i'm just not that used to random strangers saying Hi to me.

And for those retarded gay fucks out there who for some unexplainable reason acts gay and retarded, fuck you. I respect homosexuals to a certain degree but not people who purposely act like one to seek attention or some shit. And yes i said fucks, that means theres more than one. 4 days left, i'm sorry if this offends you if you're reading this but fuck off. There are better things that i can draw my attention to.

And finally for those who are offended by me by offending the people in my last statement, i'm sorry, but i'm not gonna ignore my own values and please those people just to make myself look like a good person.