Growing up

First post of 2009!
I have quite abit i want to get through this year tho like...
losing some weight (maybe)(need more motivation)
and
reeeally gotta work harder this year
this year is what it all counts!

Well, now i got that through...
Whats with people celebrating and counting down and shit? I, for one, seriously ain't happy about the year passing. Soooooo a few days ago i was yumcha-ing with my bro and my mum and we started on the topic of my mum retiring and when i should start working and earning money to support her living (as she did for my whole life) and i'm still all cool/whatever cos thats like ages away. Even if i start working fulltime, it'll be after uni, which is like what? 5 or 6 years from now. But then my bro started talking about his marriage or something, which he plans soon, within 5 to 6 years (assuming my assumation skills are hax) and i'm just like whoa! ain't that abit too soon? (cos i plan my marriage myself to be around 27 and hes only 22 now) and i realised my happy free living highschool college life might end extremely soon. My bro might get married while im in uni which means like... i should really start ... grow up? Not that i'm not exactly ungrown but as in grow up into the society and shit. And stop having these ... 'emo' thoughts on life .etc(i like to call them philosophical myself tho) cos i could probably spend my time better than thinking of those things.