Humans

This is kinda like a continuing of my last post.

Humans live because they have a goal they wanna accomplish in life, but most people don't know what that goal is until they reached a certain age, until they lived enough in their life to truly know what they should live for. Kinda funny isn't it? We need to live in order to know what we live for. Shouldn't it be the other way 'round? We do something because we know what the purpose of doing it is, NOT doing something to realise what the purpose is.

For example;
You run over a retard because you know he is a retard. You don't run over him to realise hes a retard.

Hmmm.. i just confuzzled myself there abit, but anyways...
fuck i forgot what i was gonna say cos my example distracted me.

ahh yush, see, i thought of dying the past few weeks, not because i wanted to die, its because i don't know why the hell im alive for. IF i did die, people would say i'm selfish, and my parents would be sad (assuming if theres anyone else that woulda cared). But other than that i can't think of a reason why i shouldn't die. But we need to live on until we find our raison d'etre, to perhaps, find a person that you love so much that you'll live for them, and that is something you won't find until you reached a certain age.

See, while i was typing the paragraph above, i just thought of something stupid.
Humans do have a general reason to be alive; we herd animals, we grow plants, and when we die. Life in this world is revolved around a cycle; we die, then our corpses are turned into fertilisers for plants, then a random cow comes and eat the plants which is raped by sea monkeys which is then eaten by us. This cycle ensures that theres always life on our earth. Our initial ... ancestors, perhaps herd and grow to provide food for themselves to survive, but also essentially emphasised this cycle by providing more animals and plants. But if we consider that as long as Earth have life on it...

Humans aren't a necessity.

We don't need to be alive to for the cycle to continue. Which then again leads back to my original question. The first paragraph describes the reason humans live for on a personal scale. The above paragraph describes why humans isn't necessary to be alive on a broad general scale. What if the human race is ... mooshed? Nothing will drastastically happen, other... sentient beings on Earth will continue to live on as usual.

It's kinda like... we don't want our lineage to disappear, so that our descendants will pass on our surnames. But on a greater scale... like a whole race. If half of the human race disappeared, then the remaining half will care, but if the whole race disappeared then no one will... no one will be able to actually.

[p.s
maybe some things here are really worded badly but meh i'm lazy]