relationships

i dunno if im the only one who thinks things this way but.
everytime when i think about a possible relationship with someone, i instantly think of the future, and i deep inside know that this isn't a relationship that would last for a long time. and then. if it wont last for a long time why should i ... indulge myself into it?

you know... having this thought constant basically means i'll never get into a relationship with anyone at all, because you actually need to been in a relationship to really understand what is your ultimate ideal partner will be like. and just having this thought revolving around isnt .. really helping at all.

It really makes me think about those people who always breaks up within 2 months or so. Is it dedication or what? Why can't people think about relationships carefully before deciding so? Emotions isnt a nice thing to be played around with... relationships is a delicate form of bonding that really requires dedication. and without that dedication, it wont be a long lasting one.

and these things are 2 sided, something that both sides must contribute to. So what if you are fully dedicated to the other person if the other people isn't contributing anything? It really goes down to how much you love and how much faith and trust you have in that person.

Love is really a complex word to me. because love means ... that its like the extreme end of ... love. like you love chocolates means you'll never get bored or dislike it. If there comes a time when you dislike it, that means you only like it, not love. Thats why when your parents love you, they really do. But when a friend says that they love you.. its kinda.. not that real. Because we are young, we don't truly know what we love, all we know now is what we like.